ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
someone started her research like 3 weeks ago? now complaining she didn't find anything and wants to "gup" what people had found when this person is definitely not so stupid because NO ONE will spend 3 weeks finding nothing and yet still stick to the same topic
someone after digging her hair and biting her nails offer me food again
someone brings her lunchbox every wednesday and comes up with 101 reasons to tell everyone they MUST bring lunchbox TOO
someone as usual comes up with 101 reasons to FORCE ME to go s-bbq which i don't want to go because 1)its so freaking far 2)its so freaking late 3)i'm freaking not interested and start ordering me options i can do 1)get my bf to drive me home (like he must listen to you) 2)order my dad to come all the way to school just to send me home and SHUN BIAN give her a lift as well (like my father DON'T NEED TO WORK)
someone again comes up with 101 reasons that i MUST go shopping with blahblahblah during my recess week because you tell me to.
when you act like a diva and criticize other people's dressing/appearance/... i kept quiet when you were selfish enough to make everyone go your house last semester to "revise stats" (in actual fact you want to ask questions from all of us - and we all know that's why no one turned up) i kept quiet when you were so self-centered/selfish and insisted your views and care shit about others i kept quiet, when you started to tell me what i should do during my free time, order me that i must go out with you during all my free time, telling me who and who i should not meet, blahblahblah i kept quiet when you went overboard and insulted my parents saying i should rebel against them and breakfree from my prison, because they are infringing on my rights as an adult to go out (in actual fact is i used them as an excuse not to go out with you, but that also don't give you the right to criticize them) i kept quiet
i didn't do anything back to you but i kept my distance from you since holidays and i know you sensed it i kept my distance even when school reopens but if you smile at me or ask me anything i still reply you i don't hate you i just want to keep our status as normal school mates so that you don't cross the line but guess whenever i tried to be nice to start replying you and continue a proper conversation, you cross this line again and again ARRRRRRRRRGH what should i do! for goodness sake i don't throw temper at anyone in their face all i want is to maintain an acquaintance r/s why is it so hard why must you bring the devil out of me i hate it
sparklethots
