ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
Helen the baby Fox (the trailer is enough to make me CRY)
the Lakehouse
Tokyo Drift (can you even take your eyes off that grey Nissan 350Z & Evo VIII?!?! )
Basic instinct 2
Thank you for smoking
Grand Cathay, Popcorns, here i come =)
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Last day of work.. suddenly.. i'm unwilling to leave =( some perm staff there are so nice and fun to be with! christina,rosemary,louisa,annie,etc etc.. but rosemary promise us to invite us to her house during CNY! yippies! Jesslyn & Jane holding their 21st bday chalets too!
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&loved you so.
26.7.06
it was meant to be a casual remark yet you ran around singapore just to get the anna sui hairbrush for me.. what a silly boy. and he was $#%$#@! grumbling how come a stupid hairbrush can cost so MUCH. (yet he still get it for me) its not the cost of it. but i just am very touched by your act of love. thanks =)
not to forget when i was so sad you went to buy that ORANGE smiley soft toy to make me happy. ORANGE is now my new adore. just like how i adore you. ^-^
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i'm quite looking forward to the outings i'll be having after 2 solid months of work! meeting up with my long lost sister meeting up with powerwoman, SWITZERLAND taitai, etc etc having AHTO (my og name) outing ! meeting up with WY ~ meeting up with Jane, my bestest working mate.. we're so going for food feast! =)
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school have not even started but i think i've gotten myself a few job offers. guess have to wait for my timetable to be out before i decide on anything
but my parents seem to be against me working during school term. i just want to be independent, paying for my own transport, food, allowance, textbooks and laptops/pdas for the very least.. because i know dad's working so hard to get me through my 4 years of study in NTU. i should not take anymore $$ from them.
and i just realised i've freaking accepted the MOE bursary.. which means..i can't apply for the NTU one!!! which gives me much more $$$ than MOE. DAMN. i'm pissed.
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&loved you so.
25.7.06
1 more week of work and i'm free!! but still on the hunt for part time jobs while studying.. hopefully i've a very short ciriculum =x
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i don't know the reason behind the differential treatment given to me. even though its been almost 2 years and i really feel dishearted and disappointed i'm still praying for a miracle one day.. you'll still treat me like a friend.. i know the more i hope for..the greater disappointment i'll get.. but..i just refuse to give up. if only..you will do the same?
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SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON. i'm so not looking forward because.. i'm addicted to working. and when school starts i've to worry about $$$$$$.
&loved you so.
15.7.06
don't know when i'll be seeing you again but i certainly will miss you the most at camp. take good care of yourself okay dear?
&loved you so.
13.7.06
anyone who watches /pirates of the carribean\.. can please enlighten me what's the ending about? i totally CATCH NO BALL *shrugs* was still waiting for more then the lights went on. wth.
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powerwoman! know things are getting tougher for you.. when you feel that your head is exploding.. overloading with vexing things.. remember this woman is here for you..=) anything just text me or call me okay?? we'll survive all these shit together!
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my dearest sister fu PLEASE take care of yourself ah. no chocolates at the moment too you don't want patches of BLACK all over your wounds uh!! maybe you need a tricycle next time to maintain your balance. =)
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no matter how pretty a girl is once she starts to take out something to puff it will always be a turn off
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&loved you so.
9.7.06
i wish.. i pray.. one day those words will be for me.. but i guess that will never happen.. sometimes i wonder if holding onto this friendship is just my one-sided "enthusiasm''?
how aloof i may seem how strong i may be other than family and love i long for a friend that i can relate to mentally
i extend my doors' operation hours to 24/7 after days,months,years of waiting you never chose to step in through this door
i feel cold
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no matter how deep you love someone how much you feel for someone things will never cross if both can't get their minds think alike
please tell me what to do will you?
i always hold onto my belief that the skies will be clear one day
and i still believe. no matter how overcast it may still be
&loved you so.
8.7.06
after reading this website *click here * i feel a tinge of sadness lingering in my heart..
i do not seem so strong after all. just living behind a facade.. i think i'm on the verge of letting go and falling off the cliff.. i can't hold on any longer.. i'm tired.. i've given my very best..did all i can..tried to give everything.. my only regret is i have been holding on to a whole load of promises..thinking it will come true..
i'm fed up with my company ------- DIA**O but there's nothing i can do. not even the agency. but well..3 more weeks. at least work can keep my mind occupied. been quite bored at work this month. jane having opposite shifts from me joleen the babe going to departure hq's last day on 15th i'm missing you guys. working in the sales line.. with those aunties.. i've truly learnt alot. i'm the youngest over there.. yet you feel so matured when you see some people behaving so childishly when they've hit their big TWOs.
helping D to get the jurlique hand cream and valentino parfum. monica's still deciding whether its worth getting the marc jacob blush parfum.
wonder if the home data entry etc stuff is trustworthy? if anyone has tried that or doing it currently can tell me more about it? thanks..
suddenly i am alone again. the feeling is weird.
&loved you so.
4.7.06
1 more month to a brand new studying environment. hope it'll be fun :)
everyone's getting sick of work. me? maybe. the thought of not having same shift with jane anymore kind of stink. no more running to the east store. no more long hours break and skiving session. no more chit-chatting. guess i need more food to keep me occupied. =/
i think the ban-smoking-area is dumb, seriously. BECAUSE of this i'm breathing in more 2nd hand smoke... since..all of them segregate in one area! @#$#$%$ furthermore.. slowly i'll be having more and more friends who are smoking.. SIGH. guess i shall not preach anymore on the CONS of smoking.
with his upcoming ndp rehearsals/performances frequency of meet-ups decreases.. double sigh. how i wish i can have another month of holiday for meetups with him =( *missing you lots* and also friends.. stupid genius like me works like nothing while others are enjoying the remaining days before school commence. ARRGH.
this month roster sucks totally. i've no weekend off days. wth.
sitting by the beach.. enjoying the breeze..the sun.. cycling.. eating.. movies.. spending quality time together.. how i miss those moments!
sparklethots
