ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
so much problems, troubles, stress lately even if i could hold my plastic smile at work, in front of colleagues/friends or even parents the moment i return home from work and step into the bathroom i just crumble....
&loved you so.
the reason of staying wide awake every night playing it on repeat mode triggering off the tap again and again reminiscing everything and everything that's gone ----------------------------------------------------------------------
Would u be there
If i were blue, would you be there for me And whisper in my ears that's okay Would you stand by me Let me hold you tight, and say you love me one more time
If i feel good, would you slow dance with me and touch my lips with tender loving care would you die for me, would you run with me, and never look back
would you be there to love, to be with me would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away
would you be there to love, to be with me would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away would you be there
If i will wait, would you still think of me And wished that you could hold me now would you die for me? would you run with me all the way...
would you be there to love, to be with me would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away would you be there to save my soul tonight would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away
would you be there.... for me?
would you be there to love, to be with me would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be the one to take my breath away would you be there to save my soul tonight would you swear that your love is always true would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away
would you be there.... for me...
&loved you so.
27.5.07
when you are young people give you birthday surprises and birthday presents promptly. when you grow older people text you rather long/personalized birthday wishes, give you belated birthday presents. when you are old either you get just "happy birthday" sms or nothing at all.
when you are young you wail out loud in public till you burst your lungs, disregard who the audiences are. when you grow older you cry in front of a small group of close friends or your parents. when you are old you hide and sob silently.
when you are young you whine to get your candies and toys. when you grow older you have to get an A to ask for treats. when you are old you slog for what you want to buy.
when you are young you eat whatever you can to grow tall and strong. when you grow older you eat whatever your pocket money/salary allows. when you are old your health restricts your diet.
a random entry.. but.. i wish i don't have to grow old i wish i don't have any troubles why must we grow? when your level of happiness depletes??
sigh.......
don't ask me don't bother me i just want to rest my mind which has been operating 24/7 recently
there are so much things to say but all i can is pen down in the little book in my heart
&loved you so.
19.5.07
i thought i've grown immune to your words but i guess.. right now it hurts much more than ever
i wish i've a remote control to pause the tearglands...even its just for a minute..
&loved you so.
17.5.07
bottomless pit no one/nothing can save me anymore a whirlpool i'm in instead of getting up myself i chose to degrade myself i'm just useless leave me alone
&loved you so.
i spend my off days staring blankly out of the window. cleansing my eyes with rich tear glands.
i am not strong as what i seem to be. i am not nonchalent as what you guys think i am.
deep down. i'm just a more than what you can ever think..a very simple girl.
&loved you so.
13.5.07
the storeroom door slammed at my right middle finger 3 left toes are bruised and i get toe cramps painful indeed but somehow i don't seem to feel the pain after a while
feeling of heartbroken that's never this way before and this time it is the last as i no longer have the energy and time to heal the broken pieces back anymore
this time round the cliche saying of 'time can heal wound' no longer apply to me i know it will never heal it will never be the same i will never be me again
dead
&loved you so.
i can't fathom why some people can be so rude they mouth really stink and sometimes their mouth stink not because of vulgarities but the cynical, rude, critical comments that made them STINK please take a look in the mirror how you look FIRST before commenting on others okay but no matter how disgusting, i think these kind of people will think they are drop dead gorgeous come on this may be a fact if god didn't grant you your sacred mouth i just wonder where all the manners go to where all their 16 years of education went to
for god's sake don't disgrace yourself anymore
Singapore should have a campaign of NO SARCASM. NO CRITICISM.
i'm already damn down lately yet imagine the first thing you hear from someone you know is just SHIT that stink so much
&loved you so.
3.5.07
life's never fair to begin with
there's so much to say.. but i guess i'll never have the chance to say anymore
sparklethots
