ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i hate it when nothing goes right in my life i hate it when i get cold replies i hate being emoemoemo
i guess i don't wish to care anymore i'm tired of everything around me i just want to be alone
kill me, i've been watching so much tv!
shrugs, i still have one paper that i totally have no mood to study for this is the module i thought i can do well but getting a B for my term papers totally ruin my passion for it
after wed i'm going straight home to sleep all i want! and continue watching my tv! EAT!!!!! sigh, i can't even feel that i've had my 21st birthday already disappointing, sad, ... and i can't help but feel so envious/jealous of others so what that my exams are ending? i'm not even happy at all why can't i even have 0.01% of happiness that all other birthday girls are enjoying? i wish i was born later/earlier at least, or maybe, i won't be as disappointed and perhaps... more people will give a damn
i'm going to repeat again i hate being emoemoemo
&loved you so.
23.4.08
did anyone bought something from mdscollection and sent to my house?? please let me know! thanks!
i'm very depressed. sigh
&loved you so.
19.4.08
&loved you so.
3 papers down, 3 more to go~ it doesn't help when you've to spend your 21st birthday mugging through piles of shit what you do everyday is sleep, wakeup, eat, study, tv, exams... hate it man, why wasn't i born like a month earlier or later!? not that i care loads about birthdays anyway...but the feeling just suck.
yesterday after exams got a few friends came to wish me and daryl start asking the group if they had wished me "happy birthday" (She was late for the bio paper and she's to run all the way from the bus-stop, carrying her little daisy to stand-in for my actual present...how nice is that? ^^) bernice and liru exclaimed that they totally forgot about my birthday! how sad right?! haha..but they are forgiven because all of us had paper that day :)
just when i thought one of my closest friend totally forget about my birthday... she msg-ed me while i was having lunch yesterday AHAHA...you made me sad for half a day!! you know who you are HOR! the one who will be having her last paper today!! LOL... by the way i was joking la! i know you're having a bad week also!! all your papers cramped together...but yeah...(by the time you see this...) its over already~!
p/s: i don't expect grand celebrations, and though i really dislike belated presents,...i can totally understand for university students this is a horrible period everyone is stressed up over exams...i can totally understand...but its very disappointing if someone whom you treat as one of your closest friend totally forget or just didn't even take effort to msg a proper sms to your phone...it just goes to show something.sigh! don't worry, i'm not talking about about the girl who finishes her exams today! heheeh :x
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ah.. i'm dying. i want to get the 5 books i want!!! i want my watch!! i want my phone!! i want alot alot of new clothes!! pumps!! i want to watch alot alot alot movies!!! i want eat alot alot alot of good food!! i want to shop!!
i'm deprived. and i've the worst breakout in my whole damn life on my 21st birthday :(
&loved you so.
16.4.08
i don't understand why he's so lazy to derive new sets of exam questions instead of copy wholesale from past tutorial questions and online quizzes!! exams are supposed to be testing your skills, knowledge and application NOT how well you can memorize model answers......
Thursday is my Greeky biology exam.... :S I'm more worried about Friday though... (I'll reached home @ 8+pm, after bathing, eating etc...almost 10pm?!?!!? and I've to wake up @ 5am the next day for exam) its like even you know you've secured your A for the 1st 50%... you fear to let your laziness to bog down your grade to the dead end (because you didn't touch anything ever since midterms)...
and.....everyone has gotten their essay grades through email but not me :(
I'm soooooo sleepy and tired and..........#@%$%! may this be over soon~
------------------------------------------------ this is it a sweet lovely surprise from dearest on tuesday!!!
he asked me to meet him downstairs as he's got something to pass me so when i'm there he passed me a black pen (and i really thought he's so :) to just drive out to buy a black pen for me) then he drove me to the top of my neighborhood's multi-storey carpark and took out this surprise from his car boot~! and anyhow sing a birthday song upon my request and "scolded" me for not making a wish first before blowing out the candles and realized the stupid swensons' staff didn't provide us with any knife [and he can't share the cake with me :( ] *so we decided to eat up the 2 "lau-hong" oreo biscuits on the cake (as you can see from the "holes" in front of the strawberries* thankyou my sweest & silly dear for making me smile that night while i was falling zZzZ with those oh-so-boring-notes of mine
HEART YOU LOTS LOTS LOTS ^-^
&loved you so.
14.4.08
confessions to make -i was thinking of chilli crabs, buffet, yummilicious desserts the whole of yesterday instead of concentrating on my notes -i peeped (i mean, many many peeps) at all tv programmes -i ate snacks that resulted in horrible red-bean-like pimples popping out -i've statistics as my 1st paper, but since school reopen till now i've not touched anything on it at all
what a wang-de-fool-world~~~~~~
&loved you so.
13.4.08
ti amo te quiero 每一天都要爱上你 想着你沉入梦境 一张眼一清醒 第一个想到又是你
sa rang hei and i love you 我每天都要爱上你 少一天就会遗憾 陪着你的光阴 怎样都不算蹉跎
&loved you so.
12.4.08
damn. i just "plucked/cut" the nail of my last puny toe its irritating me and i just can't stand the sight of it ah.......fugly. no toe nail :(
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i can't wait for 30th the day i will just rush home and ZzZz and Eat and watch Tv like no one's business!!
so many many things i want to do *watch dou niu (yeah, i'm slow-- i didn't get to finish last time) *go get the list of books i want from times/kino *go feasting *buy my handphone (goodness n95 is hitting 600 can you believe it. stupid singtel..... so i'm probably getting k850i, good and cheap) *buy that titus watch that i adore *shop for basics (i realize i really don't have any) gss doesn't fascinate me though, it's nothing but crowds and defects and i really hate crowds, noise and squeezing and i always don't find anything i want *trim my unkempt hair (its freaking long and my mum's forcing me to snip them off...) *go for dental checkup! i love going to the dentist....(i think most people fear the smell and sound) *MOVIES!
lastly if anyone has no idea what to get me.... solution: vouchers (mango esp! ahha... zara is fine too? anything though! ) that's what my friends always get me though -_-"
or..moon sparkle?? pink brit? :x
ahh........ back to studying * yawnz*
&loved you so.
in the midst of my biology-struggle flashbacks of Leap Years start flowing in....
"if you are not too long, i will wait here for you all my life" -- Oscar Wilde
&loved you so.
8.4.08
i'm staring into the sky and my eyes hurt
&loved you so.
7.4.08
singtel has marked up N95 and K850i by a freaking SEVENTY BUCKS. they better drop asap by the time my exam finishes..............
i probably know which watch i want already the silver/platinum Titus watch...hope there'll be some promotion because even after 10% discount its still >$300
after exams..... shopping time! time to hit mango/topshop/zara/miss selfridge i don't know how long i've not gone shopping already i need to relieve some stress there are really 101 things bothering me, worse still, no outlets to express them...........
hiatus from 15-30th April!
this semester is shit
one biology module which sounds GREEK to me, and the whole lecture hall everyone's msn-ing, reading mags, eating...no one's listening because its such a freaking easy module....THUS I'm bound to be at the end of the stupid BELL CURVE getting a big fat D
one food module which i did not touch a single reading from day 1, and this module I've the most stuff to read!!
I'm fine with the other 4 modules though.... need them to stabilize these horrible 2
sparklethots
