ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
For people who's contemplating to buy a digital camera consider FUJIFILM!!! there're two models which are damn good
though my camera's with me for 2 years odd already... its still in good condition...!!! :) just that sometimes the preview mode will go cranky :(
&loved you so.
i know i must be the only person below 40 who's hooked onto this taiwan soap drama |意难忘| which is 526 episodes!!! Singapore is halfway there only.... so yup. every thursday and friday when i don't have school i'll watch TV together with my mummy @ 430pm its DAMN NICE!!
真爱只有你
this is the best!
yeah and i totally dig hokkien songs.
&loved you so.
27.10.07
whoever says being in university is slack damn you
i think i age so much ever since i step into NTU
fwah. i've slogged SO HARD and i still have 2 and a half years more to go (5 more semesters!!!!! wth)
this is so bimbo but the only thing i can think of when i get my 1st pay is buy a BURBERRY or CHANEL bag. (oh well. its just an expression. perhaps i won't. because i'll be busy paying off my stupid school fees, saving up for my house, buying insurance. hah)
i'm so tired i shall continue tomorrow.
&loved you so.
25.10.07
i'm so pissed now i'm now rushing for my 3rd term paper to hand in coming Monday. and here i just received a shocking email from my prof, saying that the 4th one is due NEXT COMING FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the thing is he have yet to approve my proposal for the topic i've chosen.. like how the hell i'm going to start?! and how the hell can one write a decent paper in less than a week.......... OH MY TIAN. i'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angsty now. thus, eating ice cream @ 11.20pm to chill me down
suddenly i hate my big feet because i can't buy cutsey bedroom slippers :(
&loved you so.
epitome of a walking zombie :(
what can i do to pump some zest into my oh-so-dull-sian-stress-life now?? PUMP IT!
is BENEFIT cosmetic really so good?? but heard Singapore is selling almost twice the original price! so i went to the website.... the stuff are so pretty! *best of benefit:iconic classic (includes benetint, dr.feelgood and BADgirlash) *de-puffing action eye gel (is it really so good??) *eyecon (write until so good...true?? i'm currently using estee lauder/lancome eye cream....EX la but not bad) *boi-ing (good for me!) *ooh la lift (good good)
but well... i don't even use makeup nowadays...except for concealer and my daily skincare... i went to see only because i'm bored. hahaha
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despite my horrible skin condition now all i can do to de-stress @ home is gorge tonnes of unhealthy snacks at home goodness, and it was only yesterday night i had a GREAT peaceful sleep of 9 hours!! and i woke up with a sore back?? haha k i'm weird, i can't sleep too long i'll get aches all over.
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something random i love my boy in RED, WHITE. maybe these 2 are my favorite colors and i'm deprived since i can't carry these 2 colors at all. RED makes me like a taitai in old shanghai times. that's not good.
alot of different design bags...not my cup of tea but i think some of you might want to take a look...so here it is...
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its really a shitty week for me i've to pia 2 term papers/essays...which add up to 6,000 words in total... my brain is seriously screaming for a break someone who always sleep @ latest 11pm everyday... i've to sacrifice my beauty sleep for these shit till 3am even.... EYE CIRCLES WRINKLES (yar don't ask me why do i have wrinkles when i'm only 20...must be you people who always say i look CHAO LAO. now i'm really old liao) DARK SPOTS and... PIMPLESSSSS!!!!!! i'm not supposed to have a single spot at all...burning the oil is really BAD. oh yar...i've old granny back and shoulder aches as well. i'm shit fair now also.. =( now like i wasn't fair initially but now...even fairer :(
i hate it. i want my holidays.
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i didn't get to meet my beloved kenken on saturday because of my stupid assignments. i'm so sad. HAI. i really miss you alot.. :(
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THIS IS NOT THE END. 2 more essays to go.
&loved you so.
19.10.07
I love KenKen :) having your picture in my room makes me happy!
1 down, 3 more to go. my eyes are popping out bones are breaking i'm stuck to my chair and lappy the moment i wake up other than taking my bath and toilet breaks
lucky jacq is off to tioman with her mummy for snorkelling! i think i only can snort at home
&loved you so.
18.10.07
the bulldog is so hilarious!!! wahahah MUST WATCH
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpIThU_IKWM
&loved you so.
15.10.07
Max Weber :
“The fate of our times is characterized by rationalization and intellectualization and, above all, by the ''disenchantment of the world.'' Precisely the ultimate and most sublime values have retreated from public life either into the transcendental realm of mystic life or into the brotherliness of direct and personal human relations. It is not accidental that our greatest art is intimate and not monumental.”
Emile Durkheim :
“The man whose whole activity is diverted to inner meditation becomes insensible to all his surroundings. His passions are mere appearances, being sterile. They are dissipated in futile imaginings, producing nothing external to themselves.”
Karl Marx :
“Necessity is blind until it becomes conscious. Freedom is the consciousness of necessity.”
My favorite sociologist is Durkheim and definitely Weber too. *intellectualism is a devil* - so why are we studying so much then?? and we see Marx everywhere in Singapore.
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i thought lady luck is with me recently but i realize its all a facade
and i've no choice to skip lessons for the next few days because 35% of my grade is way more important than anything else. my small assignments and midterms disappoint me so much.
&loved you so.
14.10.07
lame games to keep me perked while working on my term paper http://www.oyunlar1.com/online.php?flash=2300 http://www.oyunlar1.com/online.php?flash=2411 http://www.oyunlar1.com/online.php?flash=1090 - my favorite!
&loved you so.
11.10.07
40 months 1218 days 29232 hours 1753920 minutes 105235200 seconds
i hope this calculation will never end :)
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Resident Evil 3 is a must watch the show is fantastic (minus those disgusting avian attacks in huge flocks) -seeing Vegas in ruins (can you even imagine that? but only in that show) -Milla Jovovich is a sexy stunning zombie fighter (i dig her complexion totally) -Ali Larter is hot (too bad when Milla Jovovich reappeared and steal the limelight away from her) -When Carlos (i don't know his real name) sacrificed himself for the others, it was so sad...its like he still try so hard to fake a smile with that last cigarette.. :( -but must be doing too much sociology makes me think that there's subtle antagonistic connection as a politic film with that horrible stupid Umbrella Corp!i was seriously hoping those dumb zombies will invade into the underground lab of those idiotic scientists..
and it makes you wonder... if earth will be this state a century later?
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having going work @ 3am (such an unearthing hour) for consecutive 2 days... it really pains my heart i know you are so tired...
&loved you so.
june: yar this song is so oriental and modern can! nice dizi opening which i totally digs it! and xietingfeng to rock such a patriotic song! and of course i love that show!
sal: i'm so happy for you that you and your bf are so sweet together :) i can't wait to see your new car!
fufu: i know this is random but... we're so going to be the next generation of HDB taitai right? heehee
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yesterday my boy and I went hk cafe for dinner! our 2nd time there alright...1st experience was the humongous mango-ice... i tried their pork floss fried rice...its nice! for one thing i appreciate the fact that you don't even have much spare cash for yourself, yet you always so willingly spend on me (i.e. bringing me to have good food, etc) but not on yourself...but i'm really contented just sitting at the coffee shop eating roti prata or 2dollar chicken rice with you dear :)
u've been working so hard @ work i know you are so tired...yet you never fail to meet me always... i know you'll be going genting next month with your parents...hope you can enjoy!! i'll miss you :(
------------------------------------------------ ok the forensic midterm quiz i got 19/25 seems good, but thinking the fact that out of thousand over people in the hall so many people were sharing answers and discussing... i just felt it was sooooooo unfair to people like me who don't copy!! and yar alot people got 20+...so undeserving!
hs205 midterm test was quite unexpected... i was pretty confident of doing well for it...because the questions were easy and i've studied alot of those topics... and damn. i got a BBA... and many people got BAA and even AAA :( problem: i happily+totally wrote out of point from the question. SEE. complacency makes you fail like shit.haha
but on a happier note...my midterms are only of 10-20% weightage bad thing...the next 30% which is of the essays/term papers i've yet to started on any!! (i know i've repeated myself enough on this for weeks. i'm such a procrastinator)
i can't can't wait for december.
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oh! and my silly boy stuff a lady bird into one of the gaps in front of his car! how hilarious! he should have just took it out instead of stuffing it into the holes which is impossible to get it out! i was wondering will it rot and attract ants???
and the big fat lizard in my house FLEW OUT OF THE WINDOW by itself. so currently whenever the sky turns dark mummy and i will close all the windows for fear it'll fly back in!
movies i want to watch! -lust,caution (the uncensored one.i think this major cut is doing a BIG injustice for Lee Ann for his masterpiece la...i mean what's the problem here? not like Singapore don't have R21 movies?? and i think this movie is not just R(A) its damn arty farty! shrugs) -resident evil -huang zhen yi! though many people will prefer this to memoirs of the geisha but still...i hope to watch it -xiong di
everyone's discussing how they are going to celebrate their 21st and i can only SIGH SIGH SIGH maybe i can only pin my hopes on the presents i hope to receive :(
&loved you so.
8.10.07
i've the best professor in the world who sends out email notice regarding a TEST on monday morning when everyone's in lesson till late evening and the best part is the test is on tuesday morning... FREAK. i've to wake up @ 445AM again :( because he wants to extend the tutorial and push it soooooooo forward. i don't need to sleep already!
&loved you so.
7.10.07
this game is addictive :) http://gameoften.com/game/611/Fruity-Basket.html and many other games on the site!
get my eyes off the numerous essays i'm supposed to be doing
my boy's off to OT on a sunday.. i miss him :(
&loved you so.
6.10.07
i'm feeling so sick. (i can't even meet my boy :( that's so disappointing!!! sigh) i only ate like 1% of what i normally have for lunch. sigh. yet the workload doesn't allows me to be lying on bed the whole day! i've to force myself to wake up.... and...
Brainstorm for my term paper for Political Sociology *Political Oppression & Morally Justifiable Violence *Presidency Of Bill Clinton*Reaganomics and Clintonomics *The State As An Independent Actor *Singapore’s Economy and Government *Does Asian-Style Democracy Exist? *Karl Marx and Singapore
i think my head is going to explode. seriously i have no idea what i need to do!arrgh.
&loved you so.
5.10.07
goodness, thanks for the reminder... 8 more weeks to December!!!! exams in 5 weeks time...
4 term papers due this month...each is about 30% of final grade... and i have yet to start on any! sheesh. and one of my part was has to redo!!! damn. but luckily prof is good enough not to mark that and will only consider the redo one
and don't need to say my life as usual is how boring school-eat-tv-study-sleep and there's nothing to look forward to at all not even my 21st since it'll be spent scribbling in examination halls
weather is sooo freaking hot -_- arrgh.
and its been so long i've really gone shopping. i mean real shopping in malls.picking and paying whatever you see and like. sigh :(