ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
my work has ended i got a GPA of 3.8 i blew close to half of my salary on splurges
yet my 2006 still can't be any better it sucked.
i bought a fion bag as a compensation for not getting the new gucci bag which runs in 4 figures.. not to even mention the amazona loewe bag i want to own when i get my 1st job
i bought 4 tops for $200 and i still find it insufficient
i bought a pair of guess shades despite not having the colour i want
i bought 2 pairs of mini heels, one cheapo pair @ isetan and the other sembonia one for 20% off
i treated my parents fish n co for their 25th anniversary
total damage incurred close to $800 not including the amount spent on food yes i'm insane i'm totally insane to seek peace in sinful luxurious retail therapy but working this month is a bonus to me..that explains why i'm such a sick bitch
and my already enormous appetite grew in a week.. i ate like a gozilla breakfast 4 slices of bread, 3 half boiled eggs, few slices of cakes, milo then i went to mac for big breakfast and their opera diva cake lunch duck rice, pizza, pasta, sushi, dimsum dinner yakitori rice, takopachi, curry puffs supper snacks and more snacks
i buy what i like i eat what i like i ought to be happy yes can you see me smiling =) =) =)
next year next semester i want my GPA of 4.0 then i'll slogged like anything to earn a minimum of 5k in the 3 month holidays plus enjoy and pamper myself well AGAIN the cycle repeats i'm a workaholic and i indulge in shopping and eating BUT i hate sleeping.
total record of the number of sleeping hours in this week -- 12 to 15 hours
and i have breakouts like no one's business, worsening it with alcohol intake
oh i'm going for manicure session on tuesday
2006 is great. 2007 will rock even more
with a couple of dear friends by my side.. knowing great kakis through work..
i should be elated =)
&loved you so.
26.12.06
2006 is not ending well for me. perhaps no one will really understand the struggles within.. though the weather this whole week depicts my feeling totally.. its okay..tears shall be kept just to myself from today onwards..
all i can say is.. some memories are never to be forgotten..never..
&loved you so.
25.12.06
Merry X'mas to myself.
&loved you so.
22.12.06
when you gain something you tend to lose something as well but human beings are greedy creatures they gain, and they don't wish to lose anything a selfish thinking that might inflict harm to others but it can't be helped
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after celebrating my boy's birthday on 20th, it was back to work.. afternoon shift really dreads me loads watching the clock ticking so snaily you wish you could just smash it with a bottle of johnnie walker at my counter and hearing those prcs yelling at your ears kills! head was aching for like a whole 2 hours.. as usual spine felt a twitching pain..perhaps due to carrying those cartons of liquors up and down.. feet hurts due to long hour standing on heels.. my boy came to pick me up after work again.*hugs* thanks..
&loved you so.
21.12.06
/happy feet\ says everyone should have a song in your heart currently.. this is the one
i've always adore her..she's damn gorgeous.. not the typical big eyed babe..just my cup of tea.. pretty one../triumph in the skies\ rocks!!
rain for 48 hours. was so worried it will still rain on dear's birthday. luckily it didn't. brought him to dine @ fort canning park - legends. where you can only see angmohs =x like the ambience because there aren't much people over there.. food was ok. not really that fantastic but its the company that matters.. though he keep grumbling about me spending too much on this meal.. but its his birthday! =) i sang him a birthday song with a pathetic piece of log cake due to my lousy skills..i made a mess while cutting the log cake had a transfering of property ceremony to his new wallet.. and dumped his 2 year old "hole-ly" wallet.. after that walked around.. wanted to catch a movie but the time didn't cooperate chill at cartel.. and sent me home. and he gave me an early xmas surprise.. springing at my house with a ramly burger =) and a top i adore so much plus a empty gift box..with the word "happiness" scribbled inside how sweet? =)
thanks dear i love you hope you enjoy yesterday
&loved you so.
19.12.06
early in the morning 7am i wake up. i get nagged at the same old things.
being nice is a sin. haha.joke of the century right?
toleration suffocation money money money
everything is driving me nuts.
&loved you so.
17.12.06
i finally sold my O2 atom yesterday night =) but i'm so sleepy+drained to be happy...... i need a deep sleep badly.
my results aren't out yet wants exceed amount of money i have time not enough to split amongst everyone had to pluck out my house phone every night to prevent that asshole from harrassing me
*SCREAMS*
only solace looks forward to wed and xmas
&loved you so.
15.12.06
anyway this month's pay is a bonus actually..since no one is working this hols except stupid me..so i've been rather generous..bought a balenciagia bag for mummy..and many other stuff.. than pamper dear with quite alot things too..and nice treats..since he hasn't got a job..somemore 5 more days to a special day =) quite broke..but its worth it.. i worked hard this hols..so i decide to pamper myself with a nice bag..shall get it with mummy next week..either guess/liberation. am doing away with the marc jacob's perfume (for something else) though i really like it alot alot..but its like more expensive than those dior/chanel perfume =( i like D&G too but it makes me old..but well..guess MJ perfume i've to leave it till next may when i'm working bah.
went dear's house today.. ended up pigged for 2 hours on his bed while he played his dota. ate a simple lunch at his house than after i woke up we went tamp for pasta =) he got me a new pencil case because the previous roxy one was rather old and stinky already..3 years old le ma..=x
i'm looking forward next wed. hope everything turns out well
&loved you so.
yes and the previous ebay f**kers who tried to cheat me by sending my set of O2 atom to NIGERIA is giving me alot problems now. arrgh i'm so bloody suay this month. i've been having sleepless nights for 3 days already.. these idiots kept calling my house after i off my handphone at night.. ring like 30 odd times every night.. how to sleep?!!?!? yet there's nothing i can do. just pray hard they'll get sick of calling.... hai more sleepless nights.
i don't know. everything just doesn't goes in my way i fear there is more to come. sigh.
and seriously these assholes made me so vulgar and i hate myself. but this is the damn last time i'm going to swear.
&loved you so.
14.12.06
day started well.but a malay bitch cashier at TM ISETAN ruined my day. yes i'm so pissed.so pissed.so pissed that for the first time in my whole life i swear in public.not type.not write.but say out loud.that's so not me.but i can't take it. f***.i was paying for my stuff and i used my debit card. wth she think i steal the card la.use that kinda f**king scorning stare at me ask me sign on my card as a "verification".i felt so humiliated can.and she was so damn rude also.arrgh i don't know how to explain the situation but i'm so sure that wasn't what any other sales staff will do to a customer.i mean you can.but the stupid tone she used was just so wrong. and i didn't realise i could just shoot her my big name is on the card she can just verify with my IC.ARRGH.i only thought of that after leaving the shop.i was cursing her like mad. damn it.i hate untidiness.and just now i was so pissed that i just scribbled on my card.now its so fugly.all because of that stupid malay bitch.after i left with my mum she was still staring at me can.i feel like running up to give her a shit slap. hello bitch i earn like double what you f***ing earn with your pathetic job. you probably got expelled out of school since primary school. please man.you bitches i've seen enough.just that like o2 service centre bitch.only know how to eat shit slack your whole damn life. what a coincidence.you all belong to the same social class.
sorry for the vulgarities. i just can't take this down. imagine being humilated by someone so much more inferior than you.
and i saw a very old auntie at the mrt platform sitting down. guess what i saw bulging out of her jeans? a pink g string. goodness. ultimate gross.
my dear boy's sick. hai. why is today such a sucky day!! i'm worried about him
&loved you so.
11.12.06
the change in venue to st james powerhouse for star awards 06 makes it seems rather informal just like a normal Dinner & Dance event aired on tv? they should bring back that kind of atmosphere..just think of HK Golden horse award and compare with our star awards.
just pissed with the /seat occupier\ that hogged two awards from others. *right kw?? disturbance when 715 was giving his speech.how irritating right. mark lee cmi hosting skills. huang yiliang being so sacarstic to his ex-wife. zhang jia hui doesn't know CWL is visually impaired. otherwise nothing much to comment
fann wong is damn pretty yesterday night. but the most stunning starlet goes to jessecca liu!! so elegant and gorgeous =) zhang jiahui is damn funny in his speeches, especially when he asked about what christopher lee was talking about..my parents were laughing like mad.
work again. wonder who's on duty today? on a lighter note..9 more days to my *special and beloved person*'s birthday. i can't wait. and i already gave him 2 big bars of chocolates as early xmas present.haha. now i know airport chocolates are actually more expensive than what we have in singapore. how dumb.just that they are sold in larger size.
boohoo.please don't be sick! your birthday is coming soon..=( i miss you.
&loved you so.
don't wish that you are someone else they might be a total bitch inside reality check? it's the world.
&loved you so.
10.12.06
when everyone's out there enjoying i'm suffering from toe cramps, painful feet from standing too long =( work can never be fine with some chatable friends around! its great to see many familiar faces as well.. my dearest johnnie walker classic promoter came back to work.. she didn't even punch card when she report to work or leave work.. she showed no mercy or face to even the managers.. stood there without serving customers, skipping work, going for long breaks, ignoring rsm.. haha..because she's got our vendor's support..but i wonder how much jen knows about what is really going on and on that incident? but well.. its not my business.. BUT the rate she's doing work she's ruining reputation of all JW staff. i've to do her share of work..packing serving etc.. help to take out the bags..and get reminders from rsm to flatten the boxes when she's suppose to warn her not me =( but i know rsm didn't mean it.. i was quite pissed with her attitude.. typical female breed of human beings.. not admitting mistake, gossip, etc etc...its fine with me because i know what to do as i know how things work..but the other newbie promoters are really under tight scrutiny.
yesterday was supposedly a happy day.. but some disruption from some people came by and ruin my day.. but well..we just went for dinner at yoshinoya..walked about.. i bought another 2 books..went back his house.. i went home and he went out with his friends for SAW III
i need help in time management. need to set aside time for some people before school reopen before i get humtum. HAHA
i'm very irritated with ebay. and there are so many idiots are there trying to con your money!!!! I CURSE YOU THAT ALL YOUR INTESTINES WILL BE EATEN UP BY HUMONGOUS WORMS AND BUGS. to hell with you man. trying to cheat you sending item to nigeria before you get your payment. wth. somemore keep using different username but sending to the same location. how dumb.
&loved you so.
6.12.06
happening day at work. my friend, pamela, the other johnnie walker promoter, had a heaty dispute with one of the auntie SA in the airport. the stupid auntie went to complain to RSM and 3 of them had an argument in the office. then RSM called in for Jeffrey...the whole "talk" lasted for almost 2 hours. pamela was damn pissed and even shoot back at the RSM for siding the SA, she cried and just took her bag and leave. its not the 1st time such things happen @ DFS where temporary promoters like me get shooo off by the staff there. but seriously i think both parties are at fault. the auntie for being so PETTY small air..went to complain on a little girl who's only 1/3 of her age. then pamela being rude to that auntie and even RSM. also yar...according the rules regulations she's at fault though.. but still.... its very sad to always see my friends leaving halfway for work...i mean leave for good. seems like i'm the rare ones that go back to dfs for work every hols =) i mean i learn alot in this job. its not just stand there be pretty smile and sell liquor. this job brings my maturity up to a higher level..teaches me how to handle people from all around the world..how to tame one's temper..how to read people's mind..how to just smile and walk away no matter what happen..how to tolerate.. that's why..though pay is high..it isn't as easy as it seems.. the toughest job i've had..though on the outside it seemed the slackest.. but the kind of people i've to deal with.. are really.. hideous creatures......
i bought tonnes of branded chocolates to pamper my parents.. i'm mad to blew more than half a hundred on chocolates. but it doesn't matter if i can make people happy. i bought one small box for dear too =)
hehe.. you looked great in formal. and i'm loving it!
i'm happy with you. i miss you
&loved you so.
5.12.06
santa! i know you are very very nice. i've been a good girl this year. i treat my parents very well. i pamper my dear alot too. i study hard for exams~ (yes..though i spend the least amount of time in this exam but i absorbed more!) please grant me my xmas wishes pretty please please............ =x
1) successful in selling my O2 atom (soon soon soon) 2)then i can purchase my new hp.perhaps N7373? 3G phone got no use for me 3)a big bag for school (the one i saw beside the watch shop and accessorize in bugis!) 4)a nice handbag (guess/liberation!) 5) tiffany and co charm bracelet 6)a black/leather watch (guess/armani) classier than the one i'm wearing..for formal functions or outings 7)a really nice and classy pendant for all occasions. 8)$$$$$$$--dear's bday/xmas and some other xmas gifts for my girls and parents! but i guess after getting for them i barely have any left to buy things for myself.hah.but......its okay. =) i'm a good girl.i must make people around me smile. 9)good grades. straight Bs without B- i'm happy enough. getting decent GPA =)
i had a really nice day out with my boy yesterday he's such a darling to wait for me while i do my hair..*hugs* pei me go nokia shop repair a handphone.. so i treated him to a nice nice dinner @ the bubble tea shop at bugis!! he likes it..heh..he even ate my share~~so piggy i always love your company dear.thanks! 7 more days to our 30 months!
3 days at work already.getting back the momentum.but i still prefer working @ Arrival hall.. tomorrow my morning shift starts.. today must bid for modules.. i want to take public admin!
&loved you so.
4.12.06
is it the tiredness dragging me down? i feel moody. i wish i can be happy. but the mood doesn't seem right at all. i wonder..
sigh. pms? maybe? i hope so.
&loved you so.
2.12.06
1st day of work sucks. posting me to the central shop makes time crawls even when there are more customers in the shopfloor. Pointy heels are killing me.one day i surrender.my nails are coming off and i got blue black in a few toenails. to think my ugly uniform became the most elegant and nice among all promoters.LOL. glenda says she look like harry potter.i think i look like the prince in GONG.exact same clothes and colour.HAHA. saw quite a few familiar faces..denise working for Alize..Esterina working for Absolute BlingBling volka.lucky i'm not wearing that uniform.KILL ME i'll not wear.bare back and mini plastic skirt.her top is shiny gold.like club girl like that..though she's pretty but..HMM.i think that's an image spoiler.many other promoters around..then saw the cashiers i worked before..chris and louisa.. ooooooo how i miss slacking in arrival. i sold like 10+ Blue label which means around 2000 bucks? BUT i think this time round no commission.wth. baileys uniform sucks.lucky im not working for that anymore.
and its a nice thing to have dear fetching me home!! so nice to see my dear after a day of tiring work and rotten feet..
sparklethots
