ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
these few days are just pure madness. i can't even have a good rest. especially yesterday lugging my big bag of clothes running about far east to get my uniform altered and BOOTS. (gracious me.i never even worn heels or anything that isn't open-toe..here i'm going to squeeze in puny boots and stand for 8+hours...i swear they are damn small..5mins of trying is enough to hurt all my toes) luckily all these stuff are reimbursed by the company=)
actually i'm quite happy with my work schedule for june..because i don't have as much afternoon shifts as others!! on the other hand..i don't have weekends off. -_-
tommorrow's 1st day of work.. we are all alone by ourselves station at different booths =( but i'm glad jane,chyau inn,weiting are near me! heh.. we can lunch together!
your blog will always be the 1st one i'll visit whenever i come online.. but most of the time i'll be "walking" away.. feeling disappointed.. i really wish someday somehow.. i could be the one you're talking about.. or.. getting to hear more about you..
the most assuring thing to get is without having you explaining much.. these people know exactly what's going on..know how you feel.. and most importantly..believing in you. I love you KW! 7th year of friendship still going strong ^-^
not to forget powerwoman! i know you are suppose to give me lots of your success tips to help me be the BEST. private coaching session OK!
AND YES! i finally get the JOB after 4 stupid interviews. the whole bunch of us were like..@%$%! are we applying for a 15k bucks executive post?! so troublesome. but its worth it! i hope jane,weiliang,weiting,etc got the job too! hope we can kena the same shift too! Maybe pam and co get it too!! i'm excited =)
sheeshhh. he's still stuck outfield. i miss him. i really do. =( come home pretty fast kk...
&loved you so.
20.5.06
seeing my own grandma makes me apprehend what kind of ugly society we live in.
when she was much "younger", all her kids always go back for dinner almost everyday. most people will be saying its nothing wrong..filial..going back to see your own mother and spend time with her. how true is it? people just arrive in time for the meals and leave once they are done. she's the only one cooking, cleaning & washing.
her dearest kids also dump all their children under her care when they are off to work, holiday etc. she took care of almost 80% of my cousins.
now..what happened?
she's old. she can't walk properly. her brain no longer function well..maybe..senile to some extent.
imagine being brought to a funeral and she was there asking my dad and my uncle.. "why am i here?" when they tell her its her own brother's funeral..she cried.. but the moment she reached home.. she totally forget about what happened..
blessing in disguise? this..i'll never know..
and now her house is deserted 24/7 nobody ever visits her anymore. you have sons living so NEAR you yet no one bothers to buy her lunch/dinner. no one drops by talking to her. ingrateful people refuses to fork out $ for her hospital bills even. when they are so bloody...........driving BIG cars..living in BIG houses.
now without a choice we've to send her to an elderly daycare centre.. you know..to pass time? nobody volunteers to drive her to and fro.... her dearest son she doted the most..who lived just a 15min drive away..doesn't even bother much.
i really fear to grow old.
especially when you are no longer physically fit enough to take care of your ownself..
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relatives getting cancer is not a new thing to me anymore.
and i'm beginning to worry..
am i dying soon??
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&loved you so.
14.5.06
reason for the buckets of tears shed every saturday night
the part where ling er came back to see xiao yao one last time.. totally heart wrenching..
won't you be the most fortunate girl if you're ah nu? having tang yu by your side always?
&loved you so.
12.5.06
my belated birthday present from dear =) (Sony NW A1000) thanks so much.. not to forget lucky you getting a daisy soft toy for me from the arcade with just 1 try =) buying a cute minnie embossed mug which i say before its nice. appreciate all that effort for me..
and soon..it'll be our 2 years ^-^
&loved you so.
5.5.06
pimples hidden underneath that acts like a dormant volcano is the worst thing that you can imagine. *shrugs* is that a symptom of me having lots of unsolved problems to deal with?
saturday is coming! means i can watch /xian1 jian4 qi2 xia2 zhuan4\ already! arrgh.why can't they have it shown on weekdays?! its such a splendid show not to be missed =(
my material desires. retail therapy soothes your stress *rubbish*
&loved you so.
4.5.06
till now i still don't understand why some people on earth actually claimed that they dislike this particular person for blahblahblah reasons felt irritated with that person coming to confide in them about very personal issues when people don't regard them as good friends still continues to put on that fake smile..pretend to be so concern and care for the individual.
then the person will be feeling so glad that what a SAINTLY ANGEL exist. not knowing that saintly angel is sucha hedious devil behind their back.
i'm disgusted. or should i feel sorry for that ignorant person?
sparklethots
