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26.11.04

finally going down 2 swo tmr..=) but abit scared coz e pieces r so hard..*shivers*

gee..morning chatted on e fone wif dear for bout an hr.. (>o< ) so kaixin..coz ltr he's booking out n tmr can see him ler..den he's sending me home tmr too!! wad a swt hubby i haf.. den he noe i dun like ppl clubbing..tmr his fren bday go chinablack he oso nv go..happy in e heart..but guilty nor..coz he wei le wo nv spend time wif fren..i ask him go he dowan..say waste $...*muackx* aniway i'm suppose to make him happy dis wkend..

preeeeetttty idol *drools* she's 31 dis yr alr!!

sigh!!i realli wana buy loads of things..sheesh..but no $$..oh well..juz gotta...*wang4 mei2 zhi2 ke3*..see onli..no buying...-sadded- 0_o

hmmmmm..waiting for my dearrr's msg...n damn i'm so scared..e fone bill's here n *phoar*..so sure i'm gonna get a scolding ltr frm my dad...bad.bad..very baddd... *sobx*

&loved you so.

24.11.04

caught yiqing n her hottie at tm!! hahaa...aniway one thing i muz comment...y nv ask him go s'pore idol? lolx..he lookx much better den taufik *sorry 2 all taufik fanx..lolx*...shalalala...den at 4th level suddenly hugged frm e back....scare me sia!!!! kayan stupid ger..xia si wo..aiyo y e hell is tamp such a dangerous place..heng my dear's not ard..if not i feel so spied..oh yar...n stupid ger is wif him!!! *burns wif fire*...-whr's my crab-..muz pinch his ass. haah...

my dear cf..MA KHINE WA THIEN..u owe me one!!!dotx..ask me tk bus all e way to tamp see u eattt..den off u go *Vroom* to meet ur klazmates for chalet..dotx...liew!!! heng met kenneth and jiangyang lar!! if not u realli ain forgiven.*grrr*

aniway i lyk jy's hair.haha..at least it lookx way better den b4.n makes him look taller too..=) so yar..nice of dem to walk ard wif me..-idling- wanted to go gelare as its a tues..hmm..but all thx to jy..my butt's half way on e chair n he juz ran outta e shop..coz he saw some tp band ppl inside.lolx..so corny lar coz those ppl alr saw him lar.sia suay man..

dey bot some food at basement..den went to dairyqueen n sit..while i eat my oreo blizzard again.haha.cudn't finish den jy help me finish..den went to some optical shop to see sunglasses..me n kenneth juz sat on e couch while he goes ard trying..

btw saw benji wif his little bro..but hahaha he din see me n its way far off for me to call him..so....haha forget it....den bot kfc home for dinner...

oooh my poor boy is so injury prone...*heartaches*..play play play until bang wall bang cupboard den leg pain knee pain...n doubts his head n neck has recovered too..=( miss him so badly..*sniff*

hmrph*emily's bday's coming!!omg save me..wad shud i get for her?a rich ger like her doesn't need anithing..n worse thing she dun wear accessories..e richer e person is..e simpler her present muz b.muahhahax.sounds logical uh?gee..oh ya!!!i better go shop for my xmas cards..n xmas presents..real soon.

n to add.. /the incredibles\ is a v v v nice show!!! 1st cartoon tt doesn't deserve to b condemned.lolx..is like funny..touching..n splendid!!den tt day e whole cinema was so packed..n me n dear r in e midst of kids n parents..hahah...n half way thru e show u see lotsa shuffling of seats..so funny..u see ppl occupying other ppl's seat..den off dey went to find their original assigned seats..n to their amazement its occupied by other ppl..n e cycle goes on. (",)

hmm..i'm pretty excited over dis hols for god-knows-wad-reason..but oh well juz put aside the dumb pile of silly homework...there's so much to look forward to...dear's bday..our 200th day anni..xmas..shopping..movies..play play play play~!oh..n i juz did a hi-score for beat-mania too!lala..hmm..hands itching for a game of time crisis..or the lost world...hahah..dunno wad's gone into me..juz wana shoooot.hmm...den v long nv play [tekken], [kof], [marvel]....n i wan to raceeeeee...haha...yes yes yes.make sure i enjoy myself..

&loved you so.

21.11.04

went back dhssb in e morning..m i ancient or wad..?e sec 1s look so "alien" to me..haha..oh..n when sq0205's gone..dun tink i'll go back too..haha..gess by den e ppl i noe r countable wif my fingers..oh well..saw familiar faces..spazticated jonpoh, crazy steph n chenlu..haha..mani mani others..hahaha..quite excited actualli..blame it on lazi me for not going back often..den see chaota alan..eva-sleepy-looking weeyang..retro jonng..pretty shushan..janice hu qns my frequency of visits..haha..k gess i shud stop..i'm like listing out everione's name. haha..

oh.. n my 1st time seeing my sec 1s..candice n ameline(sorrri..dunno how to spell)..bsns realli fantastic.n i'm so proud of u guyx!! thx peifang for being sucha wonderful senior for guiding everione..n u gotta make urself heard more!!haah...soon will b m'am le..not 2 forget sockz!! improve so much since e last time i heard u..so kaixin 4 u..all gr8 players..=) pity wangxin not back yet..haha..wonder how she lookz like now..n heard gwen is improving by leaps too...gdgd..e oboe sec 1 gal is frenly too..hahha..n i nv spoke to my own sec 1..lolx..guilty me...aniway she's pretty shy.haha..quiet gal..gd gd...luv such ppl...dun haf chatterboxes in my section.hahah..

yuhui!! u'r wanted by oboes!!! guilty for not going back n e sec 1 dun even noe how e hell u look like!! make ur presence felt soon!! haha..dey miss u alot.(',' )

went kampong arang eat..wad a place...like hafen stepped there for ages...since e canteen is closed due to e sec4 grad thing..can see e place is flooded wif dhssb-ianx..oh well..after tt left e place wif yc n zy..den off i go to see my poor bb..gosh lar...he fell during training...n there's a /hole\ in his head!!!gosh..hair for tt part is totalli gone..n see e wounds on his top spine pains me so much..wanted to go polyclinic wif him but yar..stupid clinic is closed by 1230 on sats..poor thing..n his foot hurts too..flat footers..den everiwhr everiwhr oso pain..n of coz his hand....n how much tt aches me seeing him......?

juz realised i've spent all my savings unknowingly..haix..juz eating n movies wif him can spend so much..w/o realization..now i dun even tink of buying ani presents..coz i even haf prob eating out now..but my dear's wanting smthing so badly...n i swear to get it for him..but whr do i get e $ from..sigh* regretted not working dis hols...!even if its a mth or so..let's count...k i can get ard 600..n tt can buy e thing he yearns 4 so badly!!realise how long i hafen gone shopping..or buying anithing for myself...sounds pathetic..but i'm still leading my life..for him =)

n guilty for not being able to go down swo dis wk again..missed so mani prac..n i seriously lagged behind alot..atrocious playing i haf..hmm..gess i'm recovering..n yes...definitely i'll b there dis coming sat..i promise *winkx*

&loved you so.

19.11.04

still coughing..gess i'll b onli going swo on sunday..*sheeshh..i've gone so so rusty in my playing..n i need my saviour peifang!!need to get reeds frm her mar..=)

kk..if anione's still alive..pls org a sq0205 outing pretty pls? in dec!! yes yes yes..meet up soon..
n part outing!! dis is a way to gif 'em their xmas pressies too..since heard tt band will end by e last 2 wks of dec..

gh aka M size! : i received ur email le..thx fer ur concern yeah? yesyes i'm recovering but still coughing.haha..dun worri no more sore eyes.lol..n yupx..still staring at my hol hw w/o starting.haha..wad bout u?how's hols?haf u bot ur doggie yet?hope 2 hear frm u soon my dear fren!!haha..not tt i seldom online..juz tt i dun go online at nite recently (',' )

wed tt chn U sch belle show..wad a disappointment lar..1st round clay's alr out..wth..judges got stamps on their eyes..-_-yes yes yes.he juz got e dao dao factor tt makes him kewl =)

poor bb is sick too..sick boy in army..coughing..split headaches..den injured hand..now hurt his leg too..i'm so so so worried for him...juz seen a medical officer..dunno how's he..heard is quite bad..*heart-broken....piang piang..*

i need to start on my hw real soon...half a mth's gone...n wad m i doing....still sick.dotx..
n i miss my dear so much..*boohoo*

abit sad thou..feel tt me n her seems to b getting further n further apart..haix..miss those times..realli cherish e frenship alot bahx..wheneva anithing happens..she'll prob b e 1st fren 2 come 2 my mind..budden..maybe i'm juz nth 2 her..smone to b put behind e times..to b forgotten..miss e times when anithing happens..we'll look 4 one another..but well..as long as she's leading her life well..maybe i shud b happy for her..our past will b my most precious memories in my sch days..

&loved you so.

juz created a new blog..
lurve e bkgrd music alot..
i'm tired..
time for lunch =)

&loved you so.