ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
the sickening O2 is giving me so much trouble!!!! really regret buying it. damn even if i'm to sell it away i'll lose like few hundred bucks faintx.. i hate this shit
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in a bad bad mood because i've a sucky phone i haven't start on my revision i'm having my period i can't feast on good food because i've no appetite i'm having a very bad tummyache/cramps i want to buy alot of things but i've no $ i haven't seen him for 2 days already..
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i love my belated going-to-be 6 months belated birthday present from kw. hahaha my favourite pen brand that i always use (with my name on it) =) and a nice nice music/jewellery box its been so long we've sit down and talk!! we should meet up more seriously i love hearing your taiwan-drama-stories! i love seeing your puny feet and shoe. LOL
&loved you so.
22.9.06
finally met up with dear today! ate pizza n slack around.. the moment i reach home i started savouring on the mooncakes!!! booooooooo.
moments later i was having a "hard labour" in the toilet. but i guess its the honey milk tea's fault. LOL
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one week of recess.. but alot of readings and studying to catch up.. super lag.. ARRGH. tests following up too! *stress*
but school's super deserted today. everyone's officially not coming for the last day. HW101 class was different in a sense many people dressed up! (i mean they normally don't..) presume its their form of celebration for term break.. happy hour tonight. hah like bernice wong wong wong.
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i can't work for monsoon due to my unwillingness to cut my hair to a bob-style. blessing in disguise?? because i seriously can't imagine myself in short hair again. its a nightmare.
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I NEED some rest.
the new clinique eye cream i bought today is heavenly!! of course...the price i pay should have more effects than the other brands!! double the price.. hopefully double the effect =)
dear cut his hair again!!! my wish of having him with a nice haircut gone again. its waiting time again!! nvm k. i still love you lots. =) =)
&loved you so.
21.9.06
biggest hit of the century. my handphone DIED. it was a silent death. she just went off like that. bringing away 2000 pieces of memories. hundreds of numbers. her death turned me insane for the whole week.. so there are people whom i want to contact BUT i don't have their number..great!!!!!!! -_-
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there'll always be a particular week every month that my complexion sucks like anything you can think of. gosh. its really disgusting to see myself in the mirror now. SIGH
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/the devil wears prada\ is super nice. especially for remedies from tough times @ school =) poor dear has to watch a chick flick with me. hope he did not fall asleep??!
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he's somewhat ORD already. now i keep pestering him to find a job.
so many things to do with him.. whoooo. and he bought me my favourite mooncakes. 2 boxes!! =) =)
i miss you! can't wait for tomorrow to arrive..
&loved you so.
17.9.06
Flu bug has hit me. running nose, teary eyes =(
hope this week pass faster. hs101 and hs103 test..faintz..got to burn the >15cm notes by tomrrow, which i have yet to start on it
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Lastly! hAppY BirThdaY KHINE WA! i knew it. i so knew it. you forgot my present AS USUAL! BUT i'm forgiving because its your birthday. lol =) i knew you enjoy alot yesterday! with tonnes of company and surprises with all your friends.. though i'm just there for a mere half an hour.. but i can sense you're really happy. i'm =) for yoU~
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stupid dear wants to just come pass me a cup of bubble tea and go home. but i stopped him! i appreciate his effort and he hurt his leg during soccer today, blue-black/bleed/pain i'm sad =(
&loved you so.
14.9.06
i'm sorry for all absurdity. guess its all about PMS-ing.
i should learn to be more self-centered from now on putting self on top of any other thing perhaps i won't be so miserable by thinking too much
i'm so tired have to be in school tomorrow for 8 hours and i can't sleep now so many assignments due on friday that i've to finish it by today.
&loved you so.
12.9.06
i'm one of the few who got A for my 1st journal. but i can't bring myself to smile at all.
really can't take the lifestyle now.. i feel like i'm going to collapse anytime..anywhere..
yes i'm in a very very down point now.. feeling angsty over everything.. shrugs
&loved you so.
11.9.06
by the way dear's back to camp on duty for 2 days we can't spend anni together as usual he bought the O2 atom silicon skin for me and left it in my letterbox today since i wasn't home before he booked into camp awwww. he can at times be really a darling i heart =) if only we can go tour somewhere that no one knows us now i seriously need a break from all the shit i'm getting
$@#%^ hell stressed to the max
&loved you so.
9.9.06
ren dear is leaving for spore. AH.one less chilling partner.
then i've have fizah leaving spore end year to aussie for engagement. i'm so going to miss her too!
here i'm stuck in this viscious education system subjecting myself to immense stress & pressure. save me..
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had a refreshing customised facial treat @ ucaraspa. though i hate to admit the fact that newyork skin still gives better products like.. their masks are VERY good, and you can see results immediately.. their eye care really works wonders too.. Hmm..but ucaraspa has sucha condusive environment!! and most important for someone which lots of outbreaks and acne/blackhead problems.. what i need the most is a good and "gentle" extraction-nist.haha. ucaraspa is good.still pretty painful but not as traumatizing as NYS. heh.what's more i get to enjoy doing facial together with my boy..a privilege that no other places can provide us!! hah. =) =)
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i really prefer working than tuition-ing. because my jobs always provides me with higher income rates than tuition.. and i'm happy with my jobs.. and i don need to BEAR with arrogant lazy bums. worse still..STINGY people.. !$#@#%#%$
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next week will be another busy busy busy week for me..with lots of activities lined up.. AND there's still a HS102 journal HS103 h20 posting HW101 essay which are all graded....sucks.
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hope from today onwards. everything starts from scratch. no more falling back.. we have no time.. we are not young.. we can't afford to start again.. hope you remember the TTUF theory i told you..=)
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&loved you so.
4.9.06
i'm so tired! have yet to even open up my O2. goodness..my schedule is so packed. ok i'm being very incoherent in this post pardon me. just saying randomly what i can think of.. BREAKOUTS.at this point of time.grrreattttt..ppfft
importance of money. those who say without money we still can have happiness.. crap its impossible over here. never.
i heart you.. missing you lots..
&loved you so.
3.9.06
went Comex06. its like u can't walk. u slide your feets cm by cm. inconsiderate people drag their megasize baby prams there and obstruct human traffic. worse still..roll across your feet #$#@%$! those guys in Comex holding the signboards walking around are deemed the most "chum" and underpaid ones!! i really pity them.. quite glad i didn't take up the logitech job because i don't like their attire =x but on the other hand dopod one was way nicer and better..so ya no point saying because i didn't take up either one. hah.
Thanks dear for accompanying me to the bloody-crowded Comex06!!! make you book in late also i feel so guilty. but i really enjoy times with you!! =) thanks for being my bodyguard at the fair today also..*smiles* and the fish and co meal was definitely nice! we had our bits of laughter too
Thanks to daddy and mummy for buying me O2. loves! luckily have a bursary to subsidise abit if not i'll really feel even more guilty! they are like saving up so hard for my school fees, scrimp on their daily expenses..here they are willing to splurge for me. i feel so pampered.
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esther's not going lecture! yet i bet on her that she's going to be the last to pon! i lose. hah.and i'm going. i really can't believe i'm sooooooooooooooo guai. fancy travelling 4 hrs for a lecture that is not important at all. lol
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i'm having sore throat. a pretty bad one. arrrgh..
&loved you so.
2.9.06
this is going to be a no-brainer post.. just bored.. just happy..because i think the sociology dept are all enjoying the BBQ and the professors did not upload question onto H2o!!!
Top 10 babes Kelly Chen Fann Wong Gigi Lai Jessica Alba Kristy Yeung Gong Yi Jesseca Liu Cecilia Chung Fiona Xie Kate Beckinsale WeiJin (ex-dunmanian)
My Top 5 hunks idols Ekin Cheng Nicholas Tse Qi Yu Wu Daniel Chan lastly...and most importantly....my dearest boy =) *you'll always be my one and only!*
as you can see i don't have a fetish for Angmohs. I don't know how to appreciate any in fact. I still prefer Asians/Chinese.. Especially people from HK are all gorgeous!!
Sheesh... i'm really bored. i don't want to touch my readings *yuck. i want to sleep.....
&loved you so.
1.9.06
i can't believe i slept at an unearthly hour of 3am yesterday just to finish up my Hw101 and Hs102 journal !!! damn tired today..just slept throughout the journey from pasir ris to boonlay..(nothing new..but i mean real deep sleep) seems like i'm falling sick soon..feeling so cold the whole morning..giddiness..headache..oh well..hope it is because i didn't get a good night sleep! i don't want to be ill =(
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had pasta with dear. spent some quality time together though not for long because i've to go home early and super tired.. i'm happy.. *smiles*
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luckily i didn't take up the comex'06 job.. if not i'll look so bad since its my day of the month! moreover wearing white will make you look ghastly.hah. and i believe many people pon school to take up this job..like peggy?? because i don't think engineering students have 3 days week ya? i'm so guai. i can't believe it. i've not skipped a single lecture or tutorial to date.
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i'm off to REST! watch tv and sleep.. i seriously need a break.
UNI sucks. i don't understand the Myth going on saying how enjoyable university is.. you can play your way through.. skip lessons.. have fun.. chill club slack..... I don't even have time to catch 5 hours sleep!!! GRRR.
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