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Y FreshMaker.

ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice

YDesires.

canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin

YCraves.
pretty desserts :)





YEpitome.
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YHistory.
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30.8.07

a rim of paper which consists of 500 sheets is finishing soon...just printing of notes up till today...that's 3 weeks since school reopens -_-
assignments piling up...readings increasing at an exponential rate...
sigh.that's life...for me now...
school/read notes/do assignments/home/eat/sleep/tv...
how interesting!
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i crave for good food, a little more variation and... lesser workload!


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26.8.07

chimeras are beautiful, they help you fulfill your dreams you can't
chimeras are grotesque, they pull you further and further away from reality
one day when you realize all that is just a smokescreen
you fall back feeling lost



无止境的心痛
----张学友 (a pretty nice song)

秋风悠悠掠过轻轻带走一天
冰冷中呆看照片眷恋你的温暖
每个夜为你守候
困与倦独个忍受
我为何总不懂放手
当天缠绵夜里呼吸爱的空气
今天无数记忆最终变得凄美
我着迷为你心动
我在寻未完的梦
却换来一串
无止境的心痛,
人浮浮沉沉在世
活着是为自己
而我爱你却多于一切
是你共我在昨天
一刹缝绻相爱
深深的紧锁我心底
仍日日夜夜期盼
寂寂寞寞地等
空虚中将青春荒废
或对或错没结果
心痛的我
问哪一天方可结束这折磨

仍然深信相爱可有幸福
然而失去你
这一生只有孤独


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25.8.07

"...men must be in a position to live in order to be able to 'make history'..." ----- The German Ideology

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we have memory cards, SD disks in our gadgets
i wonder what device does our brain equipped us with the function to memorize things?
if genius has a 10MB
i think i have only 1GB
now i know why i always have difficulty remembering things that just happened, even its just an hour ago or a day ago


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a little random.....

yeah people around me will know whatever i consume doesn't show any visible effects on my physical appearance, thus i eat practically everything, especially those normally avoided by female population which is known to be FAT-CAUSING
but i have also my health conscious side!!
most obvious one is i don't take soft drinks!! anything that's fizzy turns me off...like why am i consuming GASES?? i drink juices, milk, soybean, tea, coffee (i know this is not unhealthy...=x)
i take evening primrose oil soft gels, goat milk tablets (go read about it...its so good for us!!), and recently organic brown rice (we mix with the normal fragrant rice half-half), organic green/red beans...etc.
i'll ask my mum to get the 3+buck pack of salt instead of the 30cents one; get the more expensive raw brown sugar instead of those processed fine sugar

but staying healthy = more expensive!
sigh
i do want to try those organic food soon though


a note: i'm starting to hate NTU food, not just the horrible Canteen B we stopped patronizing since last year semester one...but Canteen A is getting horrible
the japanese food is getting bad
the new sichuan mee heard is 100000000x worse
i'm only left with Mac, Western food and the chicken rice stall (which is over-priced compared with the others)
SAVE ME
why can't we be like NUS???
please tell me NUS food is so much better.


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my boy is taking up part-time studies soon on top of his daily 'office-hour' job
and this is going to last 3+ years (correct?)
sigh! its going to be so tough and tiring...*pat pat*
i can never do this!
i must make a point that whenever i meet him i must bring him more smiles to relieve his stress
=) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)


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24.8.07






















caught /881\ with my parents
well, you can probably guess the entire cinema is filled with people above 40 years old (i'm the only odd one out)
we've always thought Singapore's movies are all trash
but Royston Tan has totally cast out this stereotype!
i'll give 5/5 stars for this show!
what else can i say but...GREAT
but well you've to be able to understand hokkien pretty well to catch the gist of the show since its 90% in hokkien
the songs are nice! MingZhu Jiemei really live up to their name..and they show play more of Chen Jin Lang's songs too!!!
hmmmmmmmmm.
and Liu Ling Ling totally steal the show man..she made me burst into laughter and tears throughout the show lah! She's soooooooo funny! She alone can smack all of those silly so called 'comedy shows' we always see on Monday 8pm @ Channel 8 -_-


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20.8.07

suddenly i thought of those all time favorites in dhssb
-Mononoke
-Animation Medley
-Spirited away

then i thought of /Howl's Moving Castle\ and the bucket of tears i've shed over ANIME
hmm...i wonder if Singapore carries Howl's Moving Castle's soundtrack? :)

i don't want Otex to bring me to court
that's why i can not download anymore songs online =(


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19.8.07

everyone's enjoying their "holidays" or beginning of a new semester
me?
mugmugmugmugmugmug all the way
i've 3 school days
4 off days
i'm home thursday, friday..
saturday went out with my boy to catch /the bourne ultimatum\ and back home mug till 4am -_- goodness and i slept barely 6 hours i'm up to mug again
(wahahah i'm so muggish...how shocked my mum was when she woke up at 4am and i just was about to off the lights to zZzzz)
you know what?
i still can't finish that bloody stack of readings
oh well, its my choice of course, and definitely...those modules i chose..luckily i didn't take 6 modules!
let's have an excerpt...
"The positing of self-affirmation and self-confirmation present in the negation of the negation is not considered to be an independent affirmation since it is not yet sure of itself, still burdened with its opposite, doubtful of itself and thus needing proof, and not demonstrated by the fact of its own existence. It is therefore contrasted directly with affirmation that is verified by the senses and based on itself."


simple language, but you just take years to apprehend what it is talking about...tsktsktsk...that's what i'm reading everyday...because many of them are transcripts...especially classical theories


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Albert Schweitzer:
Happiness is nothing more than good health and a bad memory.


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18.8.07

10 Things about Girls that Guys will never understand
( saw it somewhere else & found it quite interesting)
* denotes My response

1) Shopping
*that actually differ us from the male species isn't it? just like we can't fathom why they can spend their $ on betting, automobiles, gadgets, etc... the instantaneous pleasure we seek...though often @ the expense of our pockets...like how guys will find it unbelievable we can own e.g. 10 jeans at one go..(the cut, the style, the color, the material counts--for girls)

2) Bargains
*don't really apply to me...i'm for fast deals...bargains are fine...but i'm not a 'sales' person...not that cheap finds don't thrill me (they do) but i just loathes the crowd and mess

3) Makeup and Toiletries
*girls should always appear prim and proper, clean and tidy at all times...not a fan of thick makeup but as a fact we age very fast...we need tonnes of skincare products (this i'm willing to splurge on) as looking into the mirror and seeing what is in there affects your mood

4) PMS
*yeah i do get moody, but i don't show mood swings to people, i do that to myself

5) How we can order Diet Coke with our Value Meal and then a large fries and chocolate sundae to go with it
*totally opposite. calories don't matter in my eyes. in fact that word don't appear in my dictionary..i practically eat whatever i think i want/like

6) Why we act like princess sometimes
*girls are meant to be taken well care of, heard of 'women are made of water, men are made of earth?' who doesn't like to be pampered...but of course i'm not one who whines and must have everything in my way. i don't rely on anyone to do anything...i'm a gender neutralist

7) Going to bathroom in groups
*remember those primary/secondary school times we'll always walk hand in hand with one big group of friends to the toilet...silly things we talk and even eat inside while waiting for friends...

8) Why we say 'nothing' when you ask what's wrong; when something obviously is
*i don't share my problems, unless i really want to

9) How we can sit for 6 hours in a hairdresser's shop
*your answer will be, and we come out looking the same! we feel it, you don't. since i'm a lazy person i can only rely on salon hair treatments all the time

10) How we drive you crazy in every sense of the word and you still cant get enough of us
*i don't think this is applicable to me at all. hah.

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see this is how bored i'm. taking a break after continuous reading of notes since early 6am.. (-_-")


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What is LIFE when death is forever?
What is LOVE when it evokes jealousy & hatred?
What is ETERNITY when you never get to see where forever starts and ends?



this is the result of studying too much philosophical stuff---走火入魔


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brain cells officially killed by the thought of power, the state, hegemony, division of labor, life trajectory and the 3 great dead men namely Marx, Durkheim, Weber


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12.8.07

http://solely-yours.blogspot.com/
pumps customization! very nice!! but too bad...i don't think i can even fit into the largest size :(


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38months to date
12th June 2004 --> 12th August 2007
this is what i got from my boy (he got his friend to get from Hokkaido ^-^)






















Otaru's Orgel - the well known manufacturer of great quality music boxes
i've got such a lovely musical angel playing - "First Love" :)
this picture doesn't do it justice, it's so pretty in real!



















This is the famous Shiroi Koibito of Hokkaido!!! so delicious!!!
their white chocolate is finger-licking good!



all these cost a bomb too
Thanks dear

but no matter how nice the gifts are, they are still secondary
what matters is the heart :)


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10.8.07

I want a new phone
I want a new long wallet
I want to go shopping...come to think of it...how long have i not gone shopping...?? shopping with a smile?? with satisfaction??

I envy kids
I also love to go to the zoo
I also love disneyland
I also love the sentosa luge and cable car rides
I also love the sun, sand, sea
I also love to see children having birthday parties, seeing them smiling and enjoying, wearing pretty dresses, having fun with friends
I also love to be loved

Do you know the difference of loving and being loved? The list can go 24/7



How will you feel one day...if you know very well you did nothing wrong at all...but yet tears just don't listen to your command and march down...


I wish i can be brave
I wish i can be like each and everyone of you
I wish...i can really 'smile and wait, no matter how long the sun takes to rise at the poles'


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school's started and 3 day week is hectic like serious
no break for lunch or whatever...
but should always look forward the 4 off days :)
courses are getting tougher...
and i chose to take political sociology where intake is only 30 ! prof said last year the course had to close down due to only 3 pathetic students...haha...no one will be crazy like me to love political science as compared with the other modules...
yeah and its tough like mad...1st week only and...i'm half-dead

tonnes of readings...assignment awaiting...
hmrph


oh and my parents and I went BaliThai yesterday...
spent a bomb...which i think its not really worth it...i'll prefer seafood though
but for someone like me who's never had thai food before...not too bad! but not my cup of tea


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9.8.07

how i wish...



sigh...



perhaps i'm destined not allowed to have any wishes, wants or even bear any hopes



rather not to have...then have them yet get disappointed...



suddenly i wish...one won't wake up from their sleep...
then to return to the harsh reality...


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5.8.07

school's starting tomorrow :S
lucky nus peeps - 1 more week of hols
even luckier smu peeps - 2 more weeks of hols
on a lighter note, i'm having only a 3-day week!!

my resolution of this semester...
all B+ and above!! so that i can maintain my GPA :)
i must work hard...

sociology is easy in a way, there's no 100% right or wrong answer
BUT it is difficult in a sense, it is hard to score
and when it comes to a super boring CORE module (most of the time, it is)...
you feel dead -_-"



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and yeah
carrying a wallet and a seperate coin purse is quite irritating at times
though my current wallet has a coin compartment, but putting my stuff inside will make it 100x bulkier
and i need more card slots
my current wallet has been with me for almost 3 years!(added: it is a gift from my dear ^-^) how amazing, i've never used a wallet longer than a year because they don't last
hmm, time to source for a new wallet, i need a long one, and i'm still loving pierre cardin for their utmost quality :)


SIGH, although i don't really like N5300, but i won't hate it when it does nothing wrong
it just pisses me off at times when you're typing a sms, on the verge of sending...
and ta-daaaa....it auto deletes it right in front of your eyes *shrugs* i've sent it for repair that time already and i thought the problem is solved...but seems that..it is getting worse :(
patina bronze N80 is so pretty! sian...my plan isn't up yet...anyone who doesn't use her plan can "lend" me?? HAHA.. as if i got the ready-cash to buy it like that..double sigh.

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i've not seen my boy for a few days already
i miss him
he's @ soccer now
finally we're meeting for dinner later *yippeee!


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2.8.07

playing silly no-brainer games online numbs one ass
http://www.gamegecko.com/jellyfish.php


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what's with the fetish of chopping people up, peeling off the skin, throwing away the organs and keeping these "remains" inside the fridge?!
gross


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