to love &to be loved <3

22.4.06

OLIO for the sisters =)
bloody waited 40mins for our main courses to be served.
but it looks..worthwhile!!

CRAYFISH PASTA. the full name was damn long.
superb!!
spicy sambal eh!

fu's pork chop..

banana crepes!

fu's handmade card for me! =)

definitely not forgetting you spending over half a hundred on a 3 quarter pants for me!
THANKS =)
sheesh. i'm still thinking about the other 3quarts i forgo buying..
and the lovely shops @ marina square!!!
i'm holding back because i tell myself..
NONONO i haven't start working yet.
heh*

i'll be back!!

and we'll meet again 2 weeks later hor? *hint*

&loved you so.

20.4.06

yesterday that channel 8 show /yong bu yan bai-never say die\ show..
felicia chin wore exactly the coat dress i was desperately wanting.
SIGH.
how i wish it can just drop from the sky above.

then i want many many many vouchers from queen couture.
TOO BAD they don't have queen couture lucky draw.
then i can win all the vouchers.
the tees are just so NICE =)

i want a nice nice shu nu dress.

AHHHHH....
if only i can print money.

------------------------------------------------

i'm still disappointed with this someone..
how i wish...
she would stop treating me so coldly..
maybe..my life will brighten up abit more..
*definitely not talking about that friend from nyjc*

i decided to forget that i even have such a friend.
because its ridiculous everytime andrew can get her so easily...when i need like a billion years to receive one pathetic sms from her.
i swear i'll not meet up with both of them if andrew decides to call upon a farewell meet up with her.
what i want isn't a threesome outing with him around.
you get it?

---------------------------------------------

shit..
the modelling agent keep calling!!
i think i totally pissed her off by just vanishing into thin air..

-------------------------------------------

i didn't know rotting @ home can give me serious backaches!! =(
tomorrow i'm meeting my SISTER *YEAY!!

think he's booking out too..finally!!
he really worries me so much till i'm dying.

&loved you so.

19.4.06

while i'm having outings with friends for my birthday..
poor dear is @ lim chu kang..
when he's so sick.
SIGH.
sleepless nights for 60+hours. no joke.
COUGH,FEVER..carry sucha heavy load..in the heavy rain..
wish i could just fly over right now.

i miss you =(

i'll never forget the lovely sakura buffet treat you gave me on saturday!! =)
Thanks dear!

&loved you so.

it was pouring heavily yesterday late noon..
yet she still came over my house and "deliver" personally my birthday present..
supposedly not belated @ all because she came my block on my birthday night but i was already asleep..

i totally didn't even expect any sms from her over these years.
not to even say..receiving a present on my birthday..
was really..touched..

it was this personalised jigsaw i've to fix up to read her message..
(of course this is not the puzzle..this is just the box to put the pieces in)

and a necklace from citigem.

many things i supposed i shouldn't say it here..
other than..a Thank-you-so-much.

in my previous post..
i knew i *lost* a friend who was so closed with me during my days in NYJC.

this post..
i'm glad that..
i gained back a friend i thought i *lost* 3 years ago.

&loved you so.

cheapo-fied.
nah.
just being resourceful.
making use of nice nice background of this neoprint machine since nobody's using!! =)

one of my favourites.

GRRR. =x

a portrait speaks a thousand words.

SMILES.

HMMrph.

we're just trying to act DAO.
but its so obvious we're damn chao keng.

&loved you so.

18.4.06

friends that doesn't pick up your call for weeks.
friends that doesn't reply your sms-es for weeks.
friends that forget your birthday considering we were quite close before.
friends that go offline immediately they see you online.
friends that doesn't put in effort for you..even just once every 365 days.

i have them all.

&loved you so.

my best and favourite 19th birthday gift from my parents
GUESS watch =)

ME.before going out.

while trying to pass the snail hours before meeting kw & ch..
we went marche..
Rosti and..
Strawberry crepes with caramelia ice cream.
i wanted WAFFLES.
and they gave us sour strawberries.-_-
but the ice cream was nice at least =)

us being cheapo taking photos inside the neoprint machine.
yh insisted on this shot..which she thinks is very very artistic and nice.

one of the most well-taken photo out of the lot.

kw came..but we still have to rot.
because ch is still @ work.
3 of us sat outside ngee ann city..
they were so hungry that they went to eat old changkee.

only black/white mode looks good in a dimly lit environment.

to prevent her eyes from shutting from the cam's flash..
YH open her eyes like..kw's.

bsl leavers. hah..double reeds twins.

there you see..yh looks sleepy with her barely opened eyes.

ok..this is a spastic shot.

omg.
look at kw's innocent looking face.

wahlau.i look so enthusiastic.
but look at kw's face.

i think ch's got an obsession with stinky hair.

the SHU Girl came at a heavenly 9pm after work to find us.

someone's trying to act cool. -_-

KW again.since she refuse to lean closer to take a good picture like after so many tries..
i've to lie on HOT LEGS =x

that finger was ch's.not mine.

you know.
after 100 shots that night..
we finally get a proper picture that can fit four heads inside w/o cutting away kw.

ok kw cheated. she stood in front of the mirror very far away from us to get this shot.

i know i'm very red. i've blood-shot eyes.

&loved you so.

14.4.06

interview was alright.
though i'm the only odd one out of the crowd of *mini skirt,3 inch heels,spag/tube top* girls.
i'm wearing tee,jeans,slip ons.*HAHA*
proud to say i'm still e tallest and received the best complements.

probably starting work on 24th April.

----------------------------------------

dropped by Seiyu Bugis to look for SHU UMERA girl.
got free SAMPLES from her. EH i not cheapo i didn't ASK her for it.
it was given by her VOLUNTEERILY.hah.
free hand massage from her. *hmm not bad.skills quite good sia*
because i'm a prospective buyer you see.

----------------------------------------

supposedly catching up session with fu but....she uh. rock climbing till dunno what time.
so we just ate dinner and chit chat abit then she got to go for piano lessons already.
but our next outing is coming up! =)

----------------------------------------

AHHHH.
its a duper nice day to rot @ home today..
SIGH.

---------------------------------------

my parents are giving me a treat @ don't know what hotel for birthday!
hah..but i'll reject if its too expensive.
i just want nice food! but..cannot be too EX.

---------------------------------------

thanks WY for being my only supporter of my ticket sales.
HAHA. =)

--------------------------------------

talking about birthday.
fu keep asking me what i want.what i need.
seriously i have no idea!!

but still..a woman can never have enough clothes to get along.
topshop and MU are giving me discounts...that are so tempting.
Times, bodyshop also.
haha.
oh! and i saw a nice nice white nike bag people are carrying around.
not sling one..i think its old one is it? but its quite nice! =)
i don't mind VOUCHERS!
ok just joking.

its great enough to have people remembering and wishing you on your big day.

------------------------------------------

&loved you so.

7.4.06

never a second i'm able to stop my tears flowing.
can you imagine how my heart is bleeding now?

i've lost my will to live on.

&loved you so.

5.4.06

In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB),
And most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP).
Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD) and get more from you.
So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)?
With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA),
Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB).
And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital(MOH),
You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund.
If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you,
And you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE).
If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP) on the roads.
If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT),
OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax,
Not even the good old place we used to go because it has become
So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!!!

&loved you so.

3.4.06

you know what's our greatest fear?

B.L.H.

Betrayal.
Liar.
Heartbreaker.

&loved you so.

2.4.06

Tampines -- Tampines -- Suntec -- Ngee Ann City
that's my schedule for tomorrow.
hopefully, it will turn out worthwhile.

i'm sitting on the five tickets, praying hard it will transformed into 50 dollar cold hard cash for me to hand in.

---------------------------------------

for now..i just want to indulge myself in nothing but work work work.
until i have the feeling of suffocation.
i'll forget what's bothering me so hard.

my perfect schedule for work.
Weekdays office hours till 8 to 5.
Weekdays Night 7 to 11.
Sat morning tuition.
Sat night 7 to 11.
Sunday...hibernate.

----------------------------------------
歌曲：一直很安静

空荡的街景想找个人放感情
做这种决定是寂寞与我为邻

我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信分手的理由时候很动听

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音

我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停

给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名

给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

&loved you so.

BLUE

You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

&loved you so.