ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
2008's coming astrology seems to say this year is not very good for rabbits
though i wish very hard 2008 will be fine
&loved you so.
30.12.07
i should be happy with my results i should be smiling, celebrating, having fun i'm envious, or even jealous of alot of people trying hard to compensate my emptiness by watching television 24/7 i ponder over things that really make me smile and my head hurts i really wish to tell myself not to be bothered with those insignificant things i wish i was as strong as i seem have a good night sleep and everything will be fine the next morning
but what happens if you can't sleep? or you end up having nightmares?
all along i'm just a fool trying to put up a false pretense showing that i'm happy and blissed
but the inner self has crumbled i no longer know what should i do now
&loved you so.
26.12.07
my life is dull dull dull
nothing much in particular, and i can't really remember much
had seafood with dear's family @ Long Beach (East Coast) watched a great movie /national treasure\ got drenched while getting to kallang leisure park for the nike sale had a mini xmas meal at my house with dear ordered a BIG turkey and ham and log cake for us dear bought FIVE pokemon umbrellas (each with a different design) bought a pretty pair of white soccer boots while i got my skincare range from laneige
today's parents 26th anniversary and we dine @ crystal jade :) i wish i'll live to celebrate my 50th anniversary or even more with dear too! hehe he agrees that i look older than him :( i'm stupid, lousy, ugly, no figure, jinx......maybe one day he'll abandon me *sigh* but he knows how lousy i'm my love will last forever~~
regretted not working this holiday need to get alot stuff yet short of cash in future i must earn alot money! pay off my school fees/loans... support my parents buy dear his dream car get our flat buy things i like most importantly....... SAVE
my results aren't out, timetable isn't out.......why is everything so slow yet holidays are ending so fast?!??! :(
&loved you so.
17.12.07
i'm in a *beep* bad mood now while clearing my wardrobe i just felt so frustrated all of a sudden i could have more clothes to please myself in the past i would rather sacrifice a new top/bag/good meal to buy friends what they want, even it isn't their birthday or any special occasion i believe in getting a smile in return but what do i get? no one will be grateful to idiots like this haha when i want something who will be stupid enough to starve themselves to buy for me? everyone will only leave the best for themselves from now on i must be selfish too because i've grown up to realize friends are all selfish beings
FRENCH COLLECTION FRENCH COLLECTION FRENCH COLLECTION get the pun.
star awards results were quite unexpected though i am no fan of joanne peh, i think she should deserve to be in top 10 and i'm glad jeanette aw wasn't in :):):) i think the guys top 10 was atrocious great actors like pierre png should be in! see..got face no acting skills elvin ng in again gurmit singh shouldn't be included too. zheng ge ping got the best actor award!!!! :) but seeing fann and chris being so sweet...i can't help feeling happy for them :)
《投名状》 is a must-watch of 2007 by far the best i've seen this year! 陈可辛 is always capable of producing movies with 深度，for e.g. 《如果·爱》 由清朝作为此戏的历史背景 -- 太平军起义 战争的残酷,尸横遍野 战争的民不聊生 兄弟的情义，背叛 how Jet Li 为了名利，女人违背了当初立下投名状的誓言but if in his point of view, he did not 背信弃义,it can be more to 忧国忧民 at some part of the show (like how he ask for 免赋税 for the people, how he wish to help to save the poor)... but all these at the expense of his other 2 brothers (i can't take it when he made brotherhood as a stepping stone to his dream) watch out for the vows, its very meaningful, and it'll keep ringing in your head even you step out of the cinema
my favourite character is no doubt Andy Lau he is the head of the bandit clan 劫富济贫,有情有义 he died not because of his wife you should just watch out for the scene when he was shot he was still mumbling out Jet Li's name... (how contradicting when it was Jet Li who set out to kill him due to imperial's order)
by the way, 投名状 源自林冲入梁山的情节(if i didn't remember wrongly) 与梁山兄弟结义必须各杀一人，并取下头颅，立下投名状
watch out for 徐静蕾's superb acting, even though she's just a supporting actress inside, but she really bring out the gist of the show
yeah i've said ALOT because i really like this show my type of movie genre so pardon me! please go watch!!!!
yesterday was one of the happiest moment of my life :)
i love you i love you i love you, you're my one and only
i went /hair mechanics\ for my hair treatment and some hair trimming the best salon i've went to so far compared with monsoon, jeanyip, chapter 2 and reds (ranking 2nd) the stylists were all so friendly and more matured (i hate salons with those dyed hair funky-looking youngsters) service and skills are great and i'm very pleased :) i'm probably sticking to this salon!
my silly dear said he wanted to go shop while i go do my hair after a while i received a text message said he bought me a ring then he came in hugging a paper bag from sookee jewellery it was a diamond ring from sookee's brilliant rose collection really sweet of him, it was a joy, and the ring was indeed a gem so pretty and i'm really touched by his sweet gesture but the price to pay is -_- people say diamonds are women's best friend yeap i'm happy that you got me a gorgeous ring (meant for proposal. hehe) but getting a 4-digit ring is really an extravagance i don't know how much overtime you've to commit yourself to to earn back the money silly silly silly you know that even without the ring i still love you so much? *hugs* since you've bought it, i'll cherish it, as much as i cherish you and our relationship 42 months of love, and more to come :)
besides that, he was being such a sweetie to sit beside me and watch me getting my hair done
and i got mistook as a 28-year-old woman, as usual, nothing new asked if i was married, perhaps they saw him carrying the sookee bag =S and said even though we looked like we're having 姐弟恋, we still look compatible -_-" seriously, am i SO OLD? *shrugs* i need more anti-aging products..haha
and i got the well-raved Kerastase hair masque which cost me near to a 60 moolah hope it is worth it!
i'm happy i miss you and i'm looking forward to star awards tonight :)
i've to save extremely hard for my 6500slide and titus watch:(
&loved you so.
14.12.07
i really wish santa claus exists i really wish i can hang up my x'mas sock and go to bed, and get my present in there the next morning :( i really wish to have a merry merry x'mas
a new watch a new phone that's on my wish list
on my to-buy and to-do list... i already called up and check out the prices... i need 200 for my hair another 300 for skincare that's the price to pay for dragging...and always getting things at one shot not to mention new clothes... now i regret not getting a job but still i can't, 'cos the entire dec i've been sick for one week. i'll get sacked even if i got a job. haha
baby's birthday is coming but he's most probably having ot :(
yesterday we had so much fun @ our sakae buffet as usual how i wish every sec will be like this ^-^
miss you dear
&loved you so.
10.12.07
yesterday's Star Awards for the 25th anniversary brought back tonnes of memories one of precious meaningful shows that MediaCorp is finally capable of producing after so long but yet its a pity they didn't interview those actors..... like 沈金星! i believed if he stayed on, all the got-face-no-acting-skills newbie actors have to stand aside! though he always act as baddie...you won't hate him because his acting is superb! i think he's our Singapore version of Andy Lau! did you see 汤妙龄? she's still so pretty! and she hasn't aged at all! have you any impression of 边缘少年? i did! although it was aired in 1988, i could vividly remember who was in the show!! 飞越巅峰 left the most impact because while i was watching halfway i had chicken pox!! that was when i was 4 years old! haha, its a pity they didn't manage to get 陈秀环 to come 红头巾is my current addiction! when it was showed last time it was my favourite! yeah 曾慧芬 did not come either! :( now you know why i can't survive without tv! i grew up with it, its part of me! i'm a 101% tv addict. 陈美光's speech is so damn funny, my parents and I just laughed until we teared! i mean its really touching...especially when 白言gave his speech, when the singers sang the theme song for 红头巾 and 触摸...dejavou...
/Golden Compass\ is a great movie. i can totally relate the part when the gobblers are to hunt down kids to perform manifestation of their demons... to what i'm studying, FREEWILL that's what the entire show is about anyway it is not just any simple kiddy fantasy its more than that i believe there should be a sequel to it also!
&loved you so.
7.12.07
Angela's voice is as powerful as ever :)
不想懂得
当世界不知不觉的变了
有时候我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的想像是一种快乐
拥有了同时也失去什么
而眷恋原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟心开始曲折
我不想舍得不想懂得
是谁惹谁言不由衷
说谎伤害都是不安犯的错怕抱不紧什么
我不想舍得不想懂得
谁说割爱才更深刻
彼此依赖是爱不是负荷
能握着手就是感动的
&loved you so.
3.12.07
super duper sick tried to sleep more but when your nose is blocked you don't feel like sleeping! because i scared i'll die in my sleep without breathing in properly! ahaha throat is damn pain, guess it's going to be one week without good food :( running a fever and whole body feels cold yet burning i hate it hate to be sick during holidays!
watched /hitman\ with dear on sat nice! though i was hoping for more...not exciting enough...but still.. i'll give it 4/5 then went for dinner with his parents at ECP ate alot of goodies, guess that's the consequence for being a greedy pig :S i miss my boy, and he still got 10 movies he want to watch! i hope we can watch all of 'em this dec!
sparklethots
