ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
kind souls cud help a lil' by donating to e spore red cross society..
eva since e killer waves strike...rain's unstoppable..
gess even e deities r crying for dem..
peace*
&loved you so.
29.12.04
the death toll of e asia tidal wave disaster has passed 80 000..
gosh..wad a big number..
i've been stuck by e tv dis 3 days..listenin for all e updates..
realli pity those victims down at Aceh,Phuket,SriLanka,Penang,etc..
n i also thot all dis natural disaster onli appear in my geog txbks *plate tectonics*
nv thot i'll eva see ani in my whole life..
now i noe wad wonders a tsunami can bring...
n a wonderful place like maldives..a place like heaven..get e hit too...
an area can b wiped out clean..walls can b forced down..ppl going missing..floating corpses on e water surface...n scores of bodies being washed up onto e shore by e ocean tides..
n e no. of death n ppl going missing juz keep rising..
dun u tink its so heart-wrenching seeing those casualties n their family crying...?
looking at e 10m tall tidal wave come chasing after ppl..?
those hu survived r heaving sighs of relief..
giving condolescences for e others..
realli wish i cud do a lil' smthing for 'em..
i'm bewildered by e scope of destruction..
at e same time..can't help feeling tt life's so unpredictable..life's so fragile all of a sudden..
made me wana cherish my loved ones even more frm now on..-
ystd dear had training in e forest from noon till midnite..
poor him..n e weather's bad..raining non stop..
he's so tired n trainin's so tough..is there anithing i can do for him??
there r snakes..ant nests wif real big ants biting u..scratches frm plants,thorns n stuff..
heartache nor..wish i cud gif him massage to relieve his backache..
decide to wait till he's asleep b4 i go sleep...
tough for me since i always turn in damn earli..
keep munching biscuits to keep awake..
i juz wan him to noe he's not alone by himself..i'm here to pei him thru e lonely nite..
but i cudn't tahan...i went to bed ard 1230...
maybe i shud tahan another 1 hr...coz he's back by den..
n did i mention i feel v unsafe wheneva he bks in?
not e unsafe tt he's not ard wif me...
but i realli fear e influence of his frenz on him...
*sigh*gess onli both of us noe wad it is..
n i can onli gif all my trust to him once more..
coz i've won give up on him..
n i nv will.
i miss u dear..
i miss my frenz..but not schooling..
n i wanna say..
i luv my dear n my family..
&loved you so.
27.12.04
last wk of hols.
when ppl r slacking,shopping,enjoying..
i'm at home tinking how shud i start off wif my hw...
haha..now i found myself a partner...pamela poh!lolx..
xmas was nth special or exhilarating..
but its not bout hafing parties..spending at posh places..
its e person u'r wif..
n yupx..i haf my dear wif me tt special day..
its gd enuff..=)
gave dear his belated.bday+xmas gift box in e morning..haha..
den go eat lunch..watch /kungfu hustle\..rather nice show..not as lame as past stephen chow's movies..full hse smmore..
walk ard airport..took pics..watch e plane tk its flight..some normal things..but its damn fun to do all dis wif my prince!
den go swensons for dinner..was my belated bday treat to him..
day passed quickly..but we enjoyed ourselves n...chatted alot!!
when sch reopens..i wonder how much time i can afford to spend wif him..sigh..
arrgh.
my dad bought 7 stinky durians home last nite...
suffocating!!
i was screaming e whole nite..while dey enjoy their "delicacy" in e kitchen..
stuffing tissue paper in my nose..=x
bleah..n dey left some in e fridge n gosh....e fridge stinks..
n i can smell DURIANS in my room too....
i'm tinkin too much but i juz hate e smell !
tmr's e 200th day wif my prince--xoxo
&loved you so.
24.12.04
3 more hrs to xmas..n oso a while more to meeting my darling laogong..=)
a merry merry christmas to everione out there..n enjoy e last few days of ur hols..*cheers*
&loved you so.
hjm*for.ever
&loved you so.
23.12.04
went out wif hjm..lolx..she purposely wana make me even more chao-lao by wearin polo t n PE shorts..ahhaah..n i conclude she is damn pro lar..everiday go out still can finish her hw..write so much..*faints*
prac we juz spend our noon chit-chatting non stop..coz we hafen seen each other for almost 2 mths..haha..den keep changing venues to sit n drink..no shopping at all..no time..haha..yes got..bot part of my dear's gift..n happen ou xuan in bugis too..den a flock of guyx were like screaming n getting so excited..another bunch even had their cameras ready in front of her..but well she's pretty =)
its getting lame...me n stupid june r blabbering rubbish on our frenster testis..hahaha...
btw din meet tai tai today..she's like so busy..packed schedule n she sacrificed me i'm so DISAPPOintED!!bOohoooooo.
if ur fren tells u tt he's got lukeamia n he wana leave earli..dowan do anithing bout it..how wud u feel..?i'm lost..realli wana help but there's little i can do..sigh..
paid 5 bucks for stupid god-knows wad charity organisation...all coz of stupid june tt slow poker..walk so slow..UR FAULT..look at guyx dun hai me waste $ mar!!dotx..can gif u eat mini log cake u noe tt 5 bucks? haha..
dear kena guard duty today..cannot slp..den dis morning 5am muz run 2.4km..smmore i tink he's falling sick..headache..n stuff..*heartbroken*..can't wait to see him..so worried..n i wana cheer him up..coz he's so so down dis entire wk..i wana gif him a happy belated bday+xmas..
hols r ending soon!! *yellx*
can someone save me?? sheesh.
hope my dear hjm n M size can realli help me!! desperately calling for help..
my hong lou meng untouched lar..hafen even read..i'm so so dead..
hu ask those stupid sickly germs to befren me dis whole hols. *grrrr*
aniway thx to all peeps for ur well-wishes..
i'm pretty fine noww..(^-^)
maybe e hw r driving me even duller.
shud b hafing tea wif emily dis coming thurs..juz b4 she leaves abroad again *tai tai*coz she wana pass me smthing..haah..supposedly long time ago lar..smthing she got for me frm france? lolx..juz some chocs..chocs tt haf been on e plane for smtime.lolx..*crazy le me*
ystd haf a big big conflict after dinner time..atmosphere was so so tensed up at home..glad tt everithing's back to normal today..
btw hjm uh..yes i received ur lonnnnng letter..lolx.n my mother saw ur horrible drawing..she's wondering y r u drawing ur body parts to me..hahaha..
ppl r tempting me so much to go out..grr**i'm likeeeee.oh..maybe i shud juz go..since i din realli go out during e hols..but HEY!!!my hols r ending n not like i've done ani hw..arrgh..[angel]+{devil} playing within me..
muz plan for dear a memorable xmas oso..coz cudn't celebrate his bday for him..uh..i'm so running outta time..den after dis meeting..dunno how often can i meet him in future le..wish i cud realli turn back time...whr he still not servin ns..den everiday can come pei me go home after sch...*sobX* i miss darling so much...
was browsing thru frenster..saw crystal tt day..haha..nv change at all..eva cute n chubby..wonders if she still rmbs me? =) hmmm.she's like one of e pathetic few loyang pri gers i noe hu doesn't change much....*shan say too much here*
den yar..kpo abit..read allan n his testis for her gf n vice versa..haha..quite a swt couple..realli hope dey last lar..hate to see couples breakin..
n i realli realli realli wish me n my deardear will last till eternity..
muz get e stuffs i wana buy by thurs le..=)
&loved you so.
20.12.04
basically dis is e most boring hols i eva had.
i've nv been sick for so long.
grr..
n my hol hw is untouched..not cox i go out too much..but...*ARRGH*
forget it..juz do my best nor..
aniway today is dear's bday..poor him..muz spend his bday in army..training so tough..den so chum totalli no free time..*hugs*hope everithing's going on well for him..
-waitin for his call now..-
&loved you so.
11.12.04
i'm so so so touched..dear used his pay to buy me a pretty ring from sookee!! *sobx* he's jux so so so swt..he cud juz haf used e $ for other use..my baobei..i luv u! *thx 4 everithing*
tt day bot e foundation i wan n got a purple eyeshadow..n everithing costs 134bucks..thx mummy for paying =) bot a pair of sandals from urs.inc too..normal one..haf yet to set my eyes on ani pretty ones..hmm..n i needa shop for clothes soon...
ystd walked mani mani sports stores to find dear's shoes..haha..cudn't find his size in everi store..n to tink tm got it!! lolx..jinx..n its so cheap...while paying i was telling dear...m i dreaming? haha..he will look so shuai in tt pair of shoes..hahaha..finally no slippers!!!!!
muackx..its onli been a while n i'm missing him loads....we had an enjoyable day ystd.../national treasure\ is worth watching..sheesh...he can't stop saying i'm "matured" (old)..*heartbreaks.lolx...hope he realli was happy ystd... poor dear nv get into ocs..hope he isn't too upset bout it...he's in sispec..oh well..not tt bad too rite...no matter wad u'r my no.1 =)
yupx i've recovered..hmm..but no more swo for e time being..will resume after sometime..scare sick again..*argh* i miz band..
aniway...xiaohan's workin part-time at times..nice seeing her..=) needa catch up on my hw..been spending my time dis hols falling sick...i hafen yet to enjoy myself sia..
ben lai jeanette wan me pei her work at some roadshow thingy..pay not bad..but i was sick..if not e $ can buy smthing for dear..
arrghhh.i'm bored....today can't meet dear coz ltr gonna pei mummy go out..i miss my baobei so much..
tink muz call my dear taitai emily le..haha..tt day forgot return her call...muz meet up mar..tt taitai back frm amsterdam...den dec26 dunno fly whr again...muahahax..gurl..i wan my chocolates!! hhaa..
thou fallin sick in hols is sucha wet-blanket..i still prefer hols....can't imagine wad life when sch reopens will b..*disgusted*-pukes-
&loved you so.
1.12.04
goosh.i'm sick again.
fever,sorethroat,cough.same old thing.
n my mum threatens not to allow me to go for swo prac.
made dear worri 4 me again.
aniway,his pop is dis coming sat..*finally*
sparklethots
