ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i find a translation of the word "baby" in taiwan language.. --> 北鼻 and i just can't stop laughing at it. ok i seriously have nothing better to do to laugh at something that's not so funny afterall.
everyday i'll tell myself ~ "明天会更好" maybe i should learn more on stress management the whole damn life of mine is giving me alot of stress only sleeping helps me relieve the stress its the only time i can stop thinking, hearing, seeing things that upsets me stress me
eating shopping movie/tv relieves can help too but i don't print notes to allow me access to unlimited shopping and EATING at the end of the day..does it really helps?? maybe?or perhaps just temporarily..still..better than nothing at all
movies i want to watch TMNT , 300 , Blood & Chocolate, letter from iwo jima i really love action, war movies chic flicks are good for laughing..but not me romance..maybe?? i like those which make you extremely SAD like *a moment to remember, titantic, blah blah blah.*
yesterday's test was ..... oh well i studied till a freaking 3am for the first time ever in my life and nothing i read came out (i only picked like 50%) to read though.. arrgh. such a failure. i suck.
i really have no motivation to do anything now
------------------------------------------------
i can't wait for exams to be over. then got to find work..(save up for my laserprinter and laptop..in case i need to get one) and watch tv until i rot. i know my life has always been a bore. since i hardly go out..to town..or to be exact i seldom go further than tampines.. my friends say i'm from a village (pasir ris) and always travelling a long journey to the city (school @ jalan bahar) a mountain tortoise..because other than NTU..my only hangout is in front of my TV. when i myself study alot on modern capitalism.. i wonder..am i really living in a modern or traditional world.. life just revolves around school, home, school, home and no where else.
a very simple me a very simple life but yet..no matter what simplicity i truly seeks.. i always get doubts.
my head is really splitting apart. yet no one can help me.
sparklethots
