ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
school sucks. they like to pile work either before CNY and worse..right after CNY. we don't see that happening for hari raya/deepavali??? oh well.there's nothing to look forward for new year.. especially when stingy relatives are getting so hard for strategies to give lesser angbaos.. i'm always the first to be sacrificed. some will say. "AIYO you stand up already taller than me le..don't need la hor?" "cousin-cousin can save the formalities right?" "you still schooling?!?! i thought you're..................................................................30 -_-" by the way i've been commented that my age range from 27-34 lately.ever since last dec till now.. even the girls i hang out in school everyday "accidentally"(in a way..she says looking at me just strike her the idea) said things hinting i'm older... okay i've sidetrack..not saying i'm hurt that i look so old. of course i'm upset!but numbed already. but the main thing is..i can't stand stingy people. poor is one thing..but i hate people cracking brainless excuses to save money and be cheapo.i despise you! $#%$#%!
*things that should not be scrimped on* angbaos friend's birthday presents your bf/gf birthday/anni presents gifts for parents like how POOR everyone claim they are..when you still can buy clothes, eat blah blah blah...its not that hard saving up for a gift right?not like you have 365 best friends and asking you 365 days eat grass.especially its your close friends..i find it just pure shit to hear Uh i'm so sorry..i'm broke...so..blahblahblah...
and not that i care about your few pennies of angbao.. i just can't believe it my relatives actually came up with a LAW saying cousin-cousin don't need to give each other angbao regardless of age gap. all i know is..once you're married..you ought to give those who are still not married..even if that person is older than you. and giving out angbaos is accumulating deeds for yourself not others.. you can hide all you want during newyear.. i bet you'll be suay all your life.
i'm uber angsty..mainly because of those NIAO cousins i have. and money really tarnish people's relationship. yeah who doesn't want the money to be spend on your own?? i'll love to buy clothes, accessories, blah blah everyday instead too but i'm willing to cut down everyday.eat cheap and lesser (which is so hard for me NOW especially)...just to save up for DECENT presents for my parents, bf, close friends.. plus we're like already how old? can be considered semi-adults le..and you're still dodging on your primary school time kind of budget and gift... OKAY i'm in a ABCXYZ mood now. because i'm very particular about such things when it comes to money. its just a thin line between STINGY vs real broke. money problem really can make a great difference on our mental image of someone. that's why i try my best not to borrow $ from people because its a tendency that you happily take for granted you're few bucks richer..... but on the other hand..paying up can be a dread..and you drag..and drag......for days..months..and years.
ok enough.i've got a whole book to finish by sunday for monday's test. i'm only @ page 4 though.
sparklethots
