ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
just laugh it off, then no one will see the tears within me.. i really wish i can go to the exit of my world now.. i'm really so tired.. The only image I see of myself is the one in the broken mirror of my soul...
i don't understand a single thing in lectures.. i can't absorb my readings.. i can't concentrate in school or at home because there's something grabbing onto me i can't move.. i'm feeling so troubled but don't know who to turn to.. i end up giving bad attitude at my mummy..which i definitely don't wish to.. i'm constantly throwing temper @ myself.. i want a peaceful, carefree and happy life i can look forward to every morning when i open my eyes.. yet the feeling is like having no fear of death in me, but a fear that I will still be living the next day taunts me..
i hold back my tears behind my doors.. i tell myself..that the only place to cry is in my dreams..
why did god create man? human are the most intelligent species in the land of nature.. animals suffered underl the guns and choppers of hunters, etc.. human suffered under the whirlpool of emotions..
if i'm heartless, i would care less. if i've changed, i would not be troubled.
i'm really feeling so exhausted.. i want to rest.. can i? may i? should i?
i don't know.. guess tears can no longer solve one's problem..
sparklethots
