ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
exams made me lose 4 job opportunities that can earn me big $. sigh.sometimes i wish i don't have to study, then i can work and lighten my father's load. no. more like..why is tertiary education so bloody expensive??? the stupid miscellaneous fees..damn..i only spend around 15hours in school...other than flushing the school's toiletbowl water, using your tap to wash my hands, using your desks/chairs..nothing else!! you chose to blast your aircon at min degree everywhere for almost 24/7..you expect us to pay for everything. -_- and the professors! they are not like jc or secondary school teachers, who need to blabber all their knowledge and waste energy on students..they just say their views in their 2 hour lecture..whether you are there anot its not their business..some are really of substandard..yet they fetch a much higher pay than my secondary/jc teachers.unfair.really.when those teachers are equally good! i am not whining about the standard of the professors. i don't deny some are really damn good.. i just SIGH at the horrible cost we have to pay for that pathetic piece of certificate which do not really guarantee you anything.
now i think of how late my father always return home in the middle of the night.. and gone to work before i wake up (pardon..i always wake up very early).. and i know physically its unbearing for him already.. yet there's nothing i can do..
i was shit disappointed being turn down for these jobs not because i'm not up to it. but i can't commit the full period. i may seem that i buy alot stuff..but i never overspend what i've put aside for shopping/savings.. the ratio is there and i make it a point to put aside a larger portion for savings. treats for parents and dear.
you pick up a note.can you measure its thickness?its weight???? YET this note can kill you.
how can one say money is not important? i can't wait for university to end. i need to work. i don't want my parents to work anymore. i want them to eat, watch tv, go out and have fun.
by the way..thanks dear for those BBQ pork and pork floss!! *yummy* praying hard for the reply you're waiting eagerly for. don't worry!! will succeed =) i love you!.......
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i miss my dear so much.. he moved into his new house yesterday.. quite a nice place..but super inconvenient if you do not have your own car.. so ulu~!
i must get him a beautiful cactus, a nice table lamp, a nice frame of our photo! wait till i get my allowance. hmrph.i just treated him to a pampering haircut @ chapter 2. in addition got him the sebastian clay!! every guy's dream to own one. HAHA but he feels its too expensive..so i got him as a gift instead =) he likes it!! that makes me very happy! wanted to get him tops from topman but i was broke after that pockethole-burning treat.
tomorrow is his job interview..really hopes he gets this one.. he promised to buy me something (cheapcheap ones) with every pay! so that i can keep track of the number or months he worked. hah..i wanted shoes..but he very "pan-tan" say later i run away. so we settled on earrings!!
maybe if i'm lucky.. i can get my LIBERATION bag very soon!! ( i saw this leather bag @ tangs vivo..i love it at 1st sight..but was a jaw-dropping $300 cold hard cash for that small bag----- disappointed)
this stupid boy of mine injured himself this morning during soccer AGAIN. sigh. i'm forbidding him to play from today onwards.
sparklethots
