ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
its hard to make a choice. tongku i would say. but for the sake of spending more time with my parents and dear. i just got to sacrifice that. that sms i sent just decided my fate for me. i can just kiss my bassoon goodbye. *sigh* imagine giving up something that is probably the only thing i can do well and have had done well in my whole life. only playing gives me confidence. at least my skills and playing are recognised. its not about losing just a principal player or section leader post, but its about losing part of you. but come to think of it..its worth it. at least i won't be leaving my mummy at home alone every sunday. at least i won't need to trouble dear to come yishun and fetch me back to tamp/pasir ris. i ought to be happy. yup.i won't regret :)
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gp --> 0% math --> 10% lep --> 50% human geog --> 20% phy geog --> 50%
yes.i'm dead.
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gem vs dirt. now i know what friends are. i should just wake up. stop wasting brain cells to think about what things to do to make her happy or special. till the day she proves to be worth the effort. i've been an idiot for near 2 years. i want to be stop being so "yi xiang qing yuan"
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anyway ystd i just stumbled on one old old neoprint. i was paying special attention to one of them. cause i've no idea the 2 girls in the photo *me and june* which one is me. erhem. no i still think we don't look alike. its just that photo.
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i'm sad. my neoprints with him was supposedly to be flawless. cause i kept it v v v v safe in some secret hiding pocket. GOSH! i nearly just cried ystd. i kept it toooo tightly forgetting they are stickers after all. the smaller ones on top left such a horrible "stain" on the bigger ones behind. worse still. its my favourite piece that is now in the worst state.
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i killed 3 spiders. i heard a lizard ystd. my mum placed a lizard trap somewhere in the kitchen. this morning the trap was gone. to our horror. it went behind our washing machine. the lizard probably swept it down with it. damn. the trap only caught the stupid tail. ARRRRRRGH. i'm to live in fear once again.
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i seriously think its a big mistake to put "bei ai de nu ren" into the album. ok put aside i don't really like her. i'm just speaking the fact. she didn't sang that song that well. and i can't decipher why her comments was "fantastic" for it. the song to go in should be "mei li ben nu ren" *but guess people are sick of that "only" song she can sing. another choice would be "gu dan ba lei". that was quite well sung. nononono.
i'm waiting patiently for sinhuey and candyce album. junyang.haha.can probably burn from fishy ho.
i'm thinking of buying "jin sha"'s album. she's damn good.
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i'm waiting for dear to finish his army marathon. fancy running at 5 early morning. madness! its been 2 weeks i've seen him?? maybe more. i just miss him so much.
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