ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i wish i could be strewn out of singapore till nov 17th. exams really suck like hell.
past week was really egregious. math was screwed. there were a few sums i'm sure i know them. but yar as i've said. i've only done 60/100 and out of those i did.. only 60% sure. gp i did the question on electronic means of communication. god knows whether i've gone off track!! passage was fairly easy and i happily thought it would be an easy paper. totally untrue as questions are all phrased in a way i don't understand and AQ was tough. can't even find anything to write for summary. man.. physical geog was a killer. our class nearly fainted. maybe the other classes find it easy?? but well...something to cheer me up. by studying only deserts and climate half-heartedly...i finished all. rubbish though. lep essays are a gonna.... what chimalogy questions huh? my dream of hitting at least a 25 is totally gone. GU WEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so so so lucky man. i study 70% of all guwens. yet the 2 that came out was from the 30% i didn't studied. lep paper 2. "dead-est" of all. i didn't have time for any hong lou meng revision. i did qns 6 i only manage to crap 1 and a quarter page. i planned to do cha guan...guessed heaven is playing a trick on me by deleting whatever i've studied so so hard on cha guan a minute before the exam commerce. i was banging on that 2 qns! leaving with no choice... i did 2 xiao shuos. which i read only that morning. can anyone just tell me what kind of results i'm receiving.
enough of those horrible prelims shit.
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i love those mooncakes. momentary solace and tranquility. yummy. i go for those traditional ones and certainly.. not sick of them throughout the years. *double yolk with red lotus paste* please :D
yes i may be old. but i still look forward to latern playing with dearrrr. eating mooncakes with him. i know he don't really like eating that.. nvm. i shall cut into small pieces and feed him.
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indulging in mass tidbits eating these days. did you catch one new advertisement on whatever silming stuff. they got 2 skinny girls like me for that ad. happily saying one quote that she managed to shed 3 kg. gosh. is it a proud thing to be so skinny?? i'm not! that's what Singapore is known for. Asian Barbies. characteristics of s'pore barbies :
ASAP *as skinny as possible*
long rebonded hair coupled with the hazel nut brown shade. *duplicates all around us*
plain camis, tanktops, spags, tees with butt revealing low cut jeans that people are proud to flaunt. *excuse me. its unsightly no matter how beautiful your butt and butt line is...and you're just arousing guys. so stop complaining molesters are everywhere. you invited them. your problem*
pumps, shoes, slip ons from charles & keith, etc. *flats flats and more casual footwear that brings you from a chalet to even function halls...*
thick makeup *can you just give it a flick and wow. a wadi*
i'm not criticising all the above. neither am i having a problem with it... just that singaporean girls are all duplicates of one another... *raise hands* yes i'm one skinny freak. but i hate being skinny. its not doing much good. BUT... there are people out there even trying to slim down even though there's nothing to burn away. yes my cupboard is filled with dozens of flats. reason being heels make me awkwardly "tall" among my friends and my boy. thus heels only come into place for special occasions. one issue i want to comment on is... singaporeans have no sense of "occasions"!!!!! they drag their usual spag/tee/tank/jeans/pants from beach to malls to even dining at places of all sorts...and even to weddings!!! please. there's a difference between neighbourhood heartland malls and town area. pls define them with dress codes! shorts and slippers are a no no in town. its been reported in news for many times as well. something me and my mum can't stand either.
i'm tempted to cut away my fringe for a new look. but i'm scared it'll be disastrous. since i've a short forehead. =( if i'm going to do it. i've to get myself a top-notch hairstylist to do the job. success rate must be 99.9%! my hair is in a very bad condition. frizzy and very dry. monthly treatment will cost me a bomb.. sigh. i'm not dying my hair. it'll probably ruin the already very bad condition of my hair. i can't do curls. they may just tangle themselves up and become a lump of dunno what. AHHHH. i've no choice. i can only stick to this dull mop for the rest of my life. till the day my hair can be of those in the organics advertisement.
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change in style of blog noted. reason??? exam stress.
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i'm still being a crybaby. when i can't finish my studying i tear. when i can't understand the concepts and there are other things to annoy me i cry. a bad habit of mine is that i'll meddle with my nails whenever i'm studying.. causing them to bleed and turning into odd looking shape. that explains for the plasters all over during mid yrs and end yrs.
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i miss dear so much. i'm cracking my brains to think of his special bday gift. it must be special as he's turning 21 this dec :) so i must make it memorable ^^,
one of his keypad fell off. that's why i don't like phones with those flat keypads... eh i can't say in words.. you know..those not popping out distinctively ones? those are easier to spoil even those they look classier.
my phone is getting mouldy!! its the first time i've used something that turns out so badly conditioned. my books are forever new. shoes.clothes are always new looking.. i can't stand flaws! i'm a perfectionist, JIE PI too. i don't know what's that in english. anyone knows that please tell me.
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and by the way.. happy birthday KW! wed was yc's...today's hers. its really bad to have your birthdays falling during exam period. rule out the having fun part. its that you are undergoing intense trauma and stress that freaks your birthday out.
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yesterday i sort of got back a feeling that i lost for a year. i hope things can remain this way. i'm feeling comfortable. how i wish things hadn't change. thanks for this particular someone :)
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my life will never be complete without my family. they gave me life.
but my path was brightened by my boy. he gave me hope, love, care and definitely company. i cherish him. and i love him more than anything or anyone else.
there are people in my life that mould me into what i'm now.be it good or bad experience.
pearl, hazel, yizhen, huimin *the used to be siao-za-bor gang*
waikeung, alvin *best guy friends i had in pri sch...beginning to love soccer, comics*
sally *my soulmate in the past*
khine wa *my bestie ever*
yuhui *my best band mate!*
adol***s *he made me realise that friends have two sides. made me wary of all*
kenmin *he made me know what jerks are like*
yaocong *someone i can be serious yet joke with*
emily *a kind of friend that i never had.she's damn rich...but she's not the stuckups we're talking about*
xinyi *a memory etched, a once upon a time best of friends*
hanyuan *hmmmm.things are better left unsaid....its all past! but well friends for sure*
june *my hjm for life*
chuhui *a friend i can't do without*
pamela *my zhu zi*
eileen fu, wenyuan *one of the few that i own my happiness to*
not necessary all best friends but well as i've said.. they made me who i'm now. anyone taken out of a list and i won't be the eileen here.
sparklethots
