ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
dear i miss you. our r/s is going through a rather rough patch and i hope things will be fine. i want you to stay happy. sorry for leaving you alone these weeks. i'm trying hard to give you a call like twice a day..if you can see i'm trying to make you happy.
if one day the clock stopped ticking and everything in the world has come to a halt... i wish that i'm holding your hands at that moment... hoping it will last for eternity.
thanks for entering my life on 12th june 2004. that was probably the happiest day i've ever had.
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cramps are killing me as usual. i slept the entire noon. damn. i'm left with a whole lot more to study. nothing goes in. i can't memorise for nuts. double DAMNATION.
was blog hopping. i wonder how these people thon outside, club all day even in this period.. probably couple with good results in the end.. i just wonder. are their parents hibernating? they are having the kind of freedom normal jc-ians don't. yet they are whining how F-king irritating their parents are by restricting their 'freedom' tell me about it huh?
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i wonder what's the definition of friends. i've been pondering...this few days.. after 18 years in this world.. i realise human relationships can never be maintained once 2 people part. as in..different school..different class..
i was naive enough to think things will still be the same like 2 years ago.. self-deceiving indeed. time has proven me wrong.. perhaps..i'm no longer the friend i was to her in the past. perhaps..i'm just one of the many she would remember once in a while..
it doesn't matter that 2 ppl don't spend that much time together as before.. it doesn't matter if you have many other friends for company now and you no longer needed me.. but it hurts. when you're trying so hard..taking the initiative to cross over this obstacle to the other side.. yet the other party instead of welcoming you..walks away.. your efforts just vaporise.
seeing them putting so much energy in others bday presents.. and it just reminds me how pathetic my day was in your eyes.
i'm really tired of you being cold towards me.
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i was thinking.. if i hadn't come tjc.. i won't even be talking to ch.. so i guess i won't even be in much contact with yh.. then if we graduate from this god-damn school.. maybe people like june will also be vaporised in a few years time.
tv serial scriptwriters are spinning such wonderful tales. i'm only waking up now.
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anyway.. 2 more days.. wenyuan..guohao..chun hsien..all the best. god bless we'll cross this hurdle and not see HER again.
sparklethots
