ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i feel guilty for missing 2 gd friends' birthday celebration.
i feel horrible having to face four walls alone everyday.
i feel lost having to cry alone all while.
what's hurting is those details behind these happenings...but i can't spell all out...in this public blog...
i just feel so suffocated. so depressed. so lost. my path ahead now is in total darkness. even the dim light i used to have is seemingly gone.
i need a breathing space. i'm just another normal girl. but why is everyone giving me the kind of pressure i can't take it anymore. i'm like blamed for almost everything.. i'm scolded and shouted at for the tiniest thing on earth.
i'm still trying my best to please everyone. to cheer people up. to worry about other people. i always put my own problems..sadness away.. as i think i shouldn't let that affect my duty to be a good girl. good daughter. good student. good friend. good girlfriend. but what do i gain from all these?? nothing. instead i'm becoming so so tired of life.
sparklethots
