ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i freaking hell dunno wad's e criteria to "fulfill" in order to get an invitation for my parents to sch. till now i still dunno if i've passed chi. i'm not sure if i've passed geog. neither m i sure if i've hit D7 for gp. n i dun see a need to whine when i do badly. i dun see it necessary to go bug e teachers for marks or wadever. all i noe is..i'm v disappointed w my results. n definitely..i feel i'm being sucha let-down to my parents.
e horrid feeling of "Dread-stepping-into-sch-n-klaz" is back. how i wish i'm deaf. how i wish i'm blind. so tt i can haf PEACE.
n i suddenly feel i'm an animal tt feeds on glass.
e world has desensitised itself.
dear i luv ur precious thots figurines, they r juz nth but so swtt.. its supposed to b "celebrating e bday of our love"..smthing liddat.. ystd was our 13mth anni :) i still rmb.. our 1st movie *officially* together was /windstruck\!! 1st yr together we watched 41 movies :> plus 1 b4 we'r together../the best bet\ -_- dis mth got 3 onli.. spending lesser n lesser time w u ler.. missing u alot alot everiday. juz wann let u noe.. i'm willing to do anithing to make u happy.
suddenly thot of buying something for XX.. den i wonder.. y m i spending so much $ even.. when XX... haix. actualli i alr "xin hui yi leng" on dis frenship le.. i noe i can nv place too much hope in it..not animore.. suddenly flashes of a number of incidents n things i did for XX.. i realise.. much of it wasn't reciprocrated. hmm..if its e case..i wun mind so much. but i juz feel..its more of not appreciated. oh man.... y m i adding more troubles to myself? i'm sadded enuff w everithing...........
sparklethots
