ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
yes i do onli haf 2 papers left. math n lep.. sigh. but after e numerous shockwaves running thru my brain esp after human geog.. i'm so numbed! gp..yes my eng suck..n i cudn't realli uds wad e passages r toking bout..which makes me rather slpy doing tt 1 n a 1/2 hr paper. even thou i spend my june hols all on geog..(geog is draining away all e precious time!)..phy geog was..erhem..okok la..shud b able to pass..human geog was like...gosh..i scan thru all qns even like 3 times i dun even noe wad qns i m suppose to choose n do..drq was shit..e diagrams were all nth but symbollic egyptian inscriptions..best thing was i chose an essay which i cudn't do n uds...onli after realisation after doing e 1st part..double sigh. now wad.math n lep..i hope all dis last min preparation for dis 2 papers worked (since i spent all my time on geog). arrgh..i realli hate exams. n its not tt i nv put in effort to study. i swear my life i was room all day.even minus all e tv watching session at least...i noe my phy n human geog stuff quite well in my headdddddd. god noes wad e hell is playing tricks on me. u shud haf seen e amt of sweat on my hands when i saw e human geog qns n diagrams!!! prints cud b seen on my paper! dunno y issit so..tt i nv felt any tinge of stress during pri sch..or even sec sch... yet i dread tests..exams..schs so much now. muz b growing stupider. muz b. i used to get scolded by my father v v v badly when i scored 95 for math in pri sch. my mum was saying maybe dey ain giving ani pressure to me now tt's y i'm soooo stupid. *boo. muz b.
can't b bothered. i alr told my father to get ready to see n p n lose face..(unless i can pass my math n lep..he'll b spared the honour to go sch).. sat sun mon tues. 4 full days to distant myself frm words n papers.. i'm so gonna make full use of em.
yes i wana splurge. like e 1st time in my life i eva use dis word on myself. i wan my fcuk skirt.my espadrilles.my face spa.my going-to-finish products.my chanel purrrrfum.chanel blusher.pepper red flats.tt damn guess bag to substitute my fetish for tt horrible pretty chanel bag. ah.u noe if i were to find all e abv..i'll prob pay 1000 for all.haah. n i had started wif my 4oz cleanser.prob can last 1 n 1/2 mth? so yar..e money is quite worth it.its like e best cleanser for me since i haf the combination type of skin..perfect for dry skin me.thou yar..doesn't haf wunderful smell like those u find in watson..but wad's impt i dun get horrible acne outburst or flaky skin wheneva i had a switch to clinique. yes i'm toking bout exam-non-relating stuff at e moment... vent my desperation to get out of e torture tornado. yes i dreamt of hafing tea in Vtea at esplanade... splendid!too gd to b true when i smell my caramel butterscott sauceeeeeeeee. den when i woke up i haf e sudden crave to go down esplanade rite away..not to vtea.. but e french or spainish restaurant there for lunch. nth special bout it but awwwwwww.it was e complementary goodies tt is more appetizing.. e cakes n eclairs esp! k enuff of all dis 'westernization'. i miss e tamp blk 800+ rojak..oh luar..(oyster ommelette)..
yes i'm hafing sucky exams n dear's off to a new unit... his new camp is at bedok..i realli haf no idea whr issit as i onli noe e changi campsite which i pass by everi wk during my sec sch days to ms chung's hse. n he's quite slack now..like nth to do everiday in bunk..slp n rot?? n he's to wildwildwet on dis fri.. not a fantastic place but....y r ns peeps hafing such luxurious treats today?! unfair. i dun see my dearest college organising a trip to zoo even.
yes i miss u!! so pray hard u dun haf e damn livefiring prac next wk so tt u can b free for me whole wk. we'r so going for our movie marathon!!! :D yeah.n a treat to ourselves wif gd food as we promised. n more of foto taking session! hmmmmmmmm.n i noe u went thru alot to buy my i weekly for me!! coz its so last min i gess alot places dun sell alr rite...lurve u to bits! n i'm going to learn driving after A's..smthing to b elated bout..yeps.plus saving up for my lancer. to digress abit...can anione tell me wad's e use of studying so hard n get urself all fused up when 99% of wad u studied now (for majority) has no relevance to ur life or even work in future??... stress makes ppl age more. so wad's e fuss bout ageing population out there.. when i feel BR DR replacement level is secondary to wad e govt has done to her precious earthlings in spore.
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