ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
how would u feel.. if someone claims she's ur gd fren.. yet e kinda attitude she gives u is so diff from others..? owaes ans in an assertive tone? keeps opposing wad u say? keeps insisting her say n views r all right? ur views ur taste r all "low class" whereas she's e ultimate one wif e perfect ans n taste..? saying things w/o considering ur own feelings? lastly..her actions doesn't show tt at least u r a human in her eyes..?
u juz feel like a piece of shit to her.. n it is sucha agony to talk.. coz wad comes out of ur mouth is dung.. wad is said from others r so true.. when sometimes..both person r saying e exact same thing..e reaction u get is so xtreme? u feel e urge to voice ur sorrows.. but somehow u see no point doing it.. coz u wonder..if things r to b said so forthly.. do u consider tt person to realli care bout how u feel..or juz taking everithing for granted..?? unknowingly..everi words n actions seems to make u so small.. many a times..u noe urself tt dis is correct.. but to gif in to dis person.. u hafta agree to her.. not coz u can't b bothered to correct her.. but u dread e type of ans she will return back to u.. which do hurt u so much.
sometimes little things ppl do can make a diff in u.. like a smile or a word frm someone can brighten up ur day.. yet on e other hand.. sometimes little things ppl do can make a diff in u.. which is hurting u unknowingly..
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dear..juz wana say a big sorri to wad happen ystd.. n definitely..everithing of u is perfect to me..coz i accept for hu u r..ur flaws..ur flairs.. u'r e light of my life.. n u'll always b..
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ystd lu yuan's performance a bf of our klazmate ran to e stage to gif her a bouquet of flowers..of coz..e girl's gleeful..n i'm happy for her..n happy to see some scenes occur..juz plain swt..i wasn't jealous..neither envy..coz i've one hu loves n cares for me so much..there's no reason i shud ask for more..i'm juz purely happy for dem.
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2 best frenz happen to haf e same bday together.. both were looking fwd to their mini celebrations.. but wad matters more is e amt of effort each of dem put in the other's present.. not realli bout e amt of $.. but knowing each other's likes n a few pieces of paper do make a big diff.
i used to get rather meaningful gifts frm ppl on my bday.. but as i grow older..i dun haf such experience animore.. tink e last meaningful ones i got from ppl were e time when i'm still in band.. some little stuff from juniors n frenz..
thus when i thot bout it myself.. i wonder..when will b e next time i'll eva get things tt will touched me.. *of coz..there's owaes my dear hu constantly does swt things for me..*