ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
I was freezing cold, frozen by certain factors that I won't even dare specify. But sadly, when the ice was defrosted, The flood came...
just can't help feeling so inferior. coz i juz suc in everithing! wad m i gd at? *ponders* *scratches head* *hmprh..* *eh..?* *arrgh....* juz can't tink of anithing.. so yar.. means nth.
depression.. sadness.. can't help asking myself y m i so stupid.
loser me..
n sometimes.. life is juz so unfair.. some teachers realli made me lose all respect for dem.. n some ppl.. juz gets on my nerves when dey try to b MR/MISS NICEEEE when dey ain. demon in disguise.
i can't conc.. i feel suffocated. i dunno.. duno how to handle everithing.. m i exerting all dis unnecessary pressure on myself..? i realli duno.. so wad if yes..?? i've been trying so hard to get myself outta it.. but it seems tt.. i fail..
trying to brace myself up.. coz i dowan my parents to worri.... neither do i wan dear to worri.. but i juz can't help but breakdown b4 him.. always letting him see e weak pathetic side of me.. sorri dar.. giving u so much trouble.. i promise..i'll learn to b stronger..yeah.?
sparklethots
