ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
dear said he loved e slippers.. but sad thing is tt its v v common n his gd fren has em too.. oh well..tt proves e slippers r realli v nice! :D
i did enjoy myself today.. coz u'r wif me =)
there's no need to go posh places.. dress up nicely.. go to a so called hip n cool place to go out.. it doesn't matter whr m i but hu i'm wif..
n wad's so great bout town. i dun get it. other den hafing to get specific stuff there.. i dun see e pt of ppl commuting there at least thrice a wk. u waste time travelling.. y not spend it on some other quality stuff? i'm not pin-pointing anione.. juz speaking my thots.
next wk will b e last wk of term 1.. pretty bad.. realise jc 2 is definitely v diff n much tougher den jc1. n there's more to come next term. ppl at dis time shud b toking bout quality grades.. n not being paranoid bout how much i'm near passing grade. but i'm so pathetic.. e one hu's still struggling to pass. a last test to go on 11th march. i feel realli demoralised actualli..
hmm.. u haf ppl hu looks *pretty*.. but haf no character.. n another grp will b ppl hu tinks dey r *pretty*.. n oso haf no character.. both r equalli bad.. isn't it..? starting to haf e "hen shi ji su" feeling i'm juz rather disappointed wif ppl's inner self nowadays.. sacarsm,hypocrism,n did i mention i hate ppl commenting bout how others look? sometimes ppl ought to process wad comes out frm their mouths before puking dem out.. it can either..hurt..provoke..irriate..someone.... esp when u urself r saying comments tt can fit urself perfectly as well. shrugs. yes i noe i'm being hypocrite for dis v v v 1st time. last time oso. for one gd reason.... i onli wana vent out my frustrations.... but not to start ani arguements..... or even make known dis identity of e person.... coz after tonite everithing will b washed away..
i admit i ain no saint. i've no looks no figure no brains no talent.. n esp suck at speaking coz dunno when i've picked up e habit of stuttering when i tok... my brain is dying perhaps? k tt's outta pt.. n i do bitch at times..but wif a purpose..targetting at ppl hu..... *act chio act smart act cute stuckups* n e most..i've onli 1 listener.
but at least i tink b4 i speak. none of e words prick or hurt. as in real prick or hurt..or used as a methaphor. i dun openly criticise ppl's looks n figure..coz i noe i've none.. n to those hu dun haf a great one either..shut ur mouth pls. n i realli put e ones i treasured way b4 me.. e selfless me..
i looked damn fierce n dao w/o a smile. i looked completely diff wif my smile. i noe tt.. hmm..tt's how i was born to b.. accept if u dare.
arrgh.i'm deadbeat. v tired.god knows y. anw..juz read my "bed time story by xy" haha..jingbao.... interested..u noe it girl.
oh forget 2 mention flag day was pathetic. spore sat is always a nono fready day for my mum n me. now i'm e one doing e job. n spore is infested wif tonnes of students all over e place r e ppl mad? dey wan us wif a bag full of collection yet dey make so mani ppl do e same time... ppl will get irked off by students!! shun shun shun yes n i was strandling along ulu areas... wif onli a mere 3 ppl/mim rate.. rather kind ppl.. full of golden tokens of appreciation but sadly..tt isn't enuff to feed me full.. went back wif 1/6 full? i even made own contributions. argggggh.
sparklethots
