ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
i wonder.. if i eva go bak to swo next yr.. will i b able to maintain e standard..
i wonder.. if e person i'm missing rite now is missing me too..
i wonder.. will he b happy wif his surprise gift tmr..
i wonder.. m i able to make it to a course of my choice next yr..
i wonder.. will dear strive to get into same uni as me..
i wonder.. y m i treated dis way by certain ppl..
i've owaes thot as ppl grow up.. dey mature.. not juz physically.. but oso mentally n everithing.. most haf proven me rite.. but certainly there r ppl hu juz disappoint me.. in a way or another.. i expect most ppl to haf nicer character as dey grow.. since sayings owaes haf smthing to do wif u learn thru past experiences n grow wif em.. but i wonder y is __ dis way.. dunno when did i started to realise.. __'s changed.. e way __ act.. e way __ speaks.. is getting more n more immature.. to put it simple.. i tink its getting bad.. maybe i'm too sensitivity regarding dis..maybe i'm not.. i'm beginning to feel tt __ is arrogant.. maybe its e tone.. n e way __ sees things.. i dunno.. sometimes i realli wana prove wad i feel wrong.. but at times __ words can pierce thru ur heart n hurt u.. or even speaks to u in a way as if u owe __ something.. once or twice doesn't matter.. but it happen all e while.. n it made me feel like i'm __ subordinate n i'm suppose to listen to __ all e while.. no matter wad i say is right or wrong i'm given a big big demoralising reply..tt sometimes realli gets on my nerves.. haix..i reali don wish to brood over it.. so i gess..its better to remain silence.. try not to tink..thou its hard i noe.. but yar.. i juz don wish to make dis matter known to anione.. coz i dowan ani unpleasant things happening.. oh well.. bear wif it i gess..
if onli dear..u'r wif me.. i'm free frm worries..stress.. onli wif ur presence..
wheneva u ain wif me..as i walked home.. i nv fail to pass by my old blk a while to enjoy e breeze.. as i close my eyes.. i juz feel tt u'r so near.. brushing against my cheeks.. n i'll leave wif a smile..
as u walk thru citylink.. gess everione has realised tt e escalator beside singtel there.. there's dis facility for e handicapped to enable them to cross to flash n splash tt escalator.. when i went initalli.. i saw 2 caucasians.. 1 was on wheelchair n his fren..both looking puzzled.. gess dey din noe how to operate e thing.. so i went to get my stuff..it was like after 20 mins later..i walked back e same path..i saw e same 2 caucasians again.. still stuck there... i was wondering.. they muz haf swearing spore at tt moment.. n wad's e pt of hafing e facility n its so hard to operate?? coz i dun believe dey can't uds e instructions.. coz its in english. so obviously e prob dun lie wif em.. another eg tt i gess foreigners can't stand our country.. it juz leaves me pondering for quite some time over tt scene.. sheesh.imagine u'r e one on wheelchair.. u'r looking so helpless!! like 100ppl/min will pass by u..staring at u.. all dis unwanted attn.. all coz of e stupid user-unfrenly thing.
sparklethots
