ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
basically wasn't realli in a gd mood recently.
juz get pissed v easily thou i seldom show.
trying hard to put on my smiles wheneva i can.
it hurts when someone juz totalli forgot bout ur existence when another person(s) came along.
it hurts when someone onli rmbs u wheneva their beloved co. is gone.
it hurts when u treasure someone alot n place dem wif gr8 importance in ur heart..but u mean lil' to dem.
e feelin sux when u'r feelin so vexed up yet ppl ard u r makin such a din.
e feeling sux when u tried toking to someone n another person keeps interrupting..knowing e fact tt both of us r hafing a conversation..much more impt den e crap e person is gonna fart.
e feelin sux when ur tears r on e brink of falling yet u hafta use so much force to stop it flow.
e feelin sux when u hafta hide n cry for a long time.
e feeling sux when u needa someone so much he's not there for u.
some ppl juz for godness sake haf some self reflection of themselves in front of e mirror.
stop trying to b bhb n keep saying act chio act cute act big.
hmm bhb is not e word coz dey've nth to flaunt?
its juz getting irritating.
u always place ppl u cherish b4 u..
u did things for dem trying to make dem happy at e expense of ur own sadness..
but to dem u'r onli visible when their more fave grp of ppl ain ard..
it hurts..so much..
but u juz gotta learn to console urself..
at least..dey still care a lil'.
sometimes u wonder y dey wud choose someone hu has a not v nice character.
n at least u noe urself tt u ain liddat.
u always treat dem nicer den how u treat urself.
but still..e fact is always tt e other party tends to b cherished more.
e feelin is worse when u gotta hear their laughters behind u while u try to walk in front so as to not let ur heart tear more.
sparklethots
