ntu soci 3rd year x))
17th april 1987
5'7 tall
I don't tolerate incongruity
Music, Dancefloor makes me come alive
A world of self denial i live
embodiment of ice
YDesires.
canon ixus 970is or
fujifilm f100d
clothes
maintain GPA of 4.0 above
happiness
pretty skin
juz finished packin my room..threw away mani mani bags of stuff..finally lookin spic n span.=)
yar n i'm more or less certain wad r e things i wana get as vday gifts..planning my budget now!
i realli hate dis yr.as well as last yr.
last yr was full of ups n downs.mostly downs.
wif heart-breakin experiences.
wif tormenting insulated-loneliness.
depression-state-paranoid-me.
but peak was definitely meeting dear.. (>.^)
dis yr most imptly i hafta face e gr8test hurdle in my life..--> A levels.
i used to worri less bout exams.
eva since i come to jc i realise i was so so so scared.
coz its a big prob now even to pass.
wad more can i ask for?
i'm juz v stressed out.
thou i dun eva show it out.
i dun eva reveal my feelings to anione out there.
sometimes not even myself.
den family..frenz..him..
at times still can't help to brood over e fact tt i'm alone.
being wif ur frenz is kinda superficial at times.
oh well.but still gess i deserve a gd pat for not being so sensitive dis yr.
or rather.i choose not to even tink much.
coz i noe things ain getting better.
or even..worse.
but well..nth lasts.
doesn't matter wad i'm to others.
it matters more how much dey meant to me.
their value nv changes.
n me n my dear..still going smoothyly..going 8 mths le..
he's my onli source of happiness..
but recently a series of lil' ostacles we haf to cross b4 we realli proceed onto a stable r/s..tt's wad i tink. n i realli hope i wun lose him..
if i do..i'll nv fall in love animore..but i choose to trust tt we'll last.
ltr going to fetch him..n i'm happy..
coz i realli miss him alot..
sparklethots
